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Tuesday, March 31, 2009 11:17 PM

Ohman.. i was playing CSI the whole day. hahahs. The game is damn cool. xD Yups, no doubt, it's from Pris. =D Of course, im not that mad compared to her.

Im dealing with this case no. 4[?if im right] which i don't know what to do now. So im trying to figure out. My boss said im outstanding. =D And he gave me a break now to relax myself. okay.. stop.

hahhas.
Tomorrow im freeee~~ No plans for tml yet. =]

Do you believe in coincidence?
I do. But to a certain extent.
Let me give this example.
June and Susan are best friends. And one day, June asked Susan out for lunch and meet at bugis MRT. They didn't plan to meet before that. And i think you know what happen to them bah? They were in the SAME MRT and are just a door away from each other.
This is what i call coincidence. =D Pure-coincidence.
And i love this Pure-coincidence. xD

For what i don't believe. I'll put it under 'questions[especially love-related-questions]'


Evon's xD


Monday, March 30, 2009 10:15 PM

Have been tutoring WeiSian for the past 2 days with the accompany of Vanessa and Shermeen. Feel like vomiting[not the physical type.] when teaching him. Actually haihao.

Today went www. In case you don't know, its WildWildWet. =D After that, went to visit Leongwei. He looks good just that he's weak. I think i talked crapped. Anyway, Get well soon! =D

My eyes still in pain. hahas.
Nothing else to blog le. See ya!
Nights!:)


Evon's xD


Saturday, March 28, 2009 12:33 PM

Yipppeee!~ gotten my photo. Donkey can't get 5dollars from me le. =D


Biantai who celebrated my bday. Pris and Ronney is missing.

But nevertheless, Pris substitube with this photo instead in the group. =D

But R still missing~



Baked by Derick and HowCher. THANKS! =D It's a weird muffin as what i told derick.
Strawberry plus chocolatechip. hahaha!
p/s; the outer part is damn hard~ but inside haihao. overbaked.

'Xiaomeimei!~' The tigger is a prevertic old man. =D

They came and celebrate my bday. =D

cheese. [i tied up my hair, can't see the difference right?]

If she sees this, she gonna kill me. =X


This is another one! ohtian..
Dear gonna kill me.
AND HanLin looks deformed. =X


Going teach ws maths and science later on. =D Cheers..


Evon's xD


Friday, March 27, 2009 9:46 PM

OCH!



Yups. Mine topic for this post is OCH aka Old Changi Hospital[for some people who dunno the short form of it]. Due to my boredom, i went to search for the HISTORY of OCH. It has a 70years plus history le. So yups.. I finally know why and what happened in OCH. AND AND the most most interesting thing i found out is that.. OhWell, you will know when you see the map[ONLY for those who went for BIANTAI'S CHALET/those who stayed at the Chalet before]. And i decided to blog out the histories of it. =D And i didn't know that there was a OCH A&E. Cheers. If you're those timid ones/scared of ghost, better dun read.

History of OCH
Built in 1930's, together with an A/E opposite the road and several blocks of commando barracks cum Changi prison nearby, the Old Changi Hospital (OCH) is situated at Netheravon Road in Changi villages. It has quite a long and rich history for being the former hospital of today's modern Changi General Hospital in Simei and Toa Payoh Hospital equipped with world-class facilities.

With its classical design, one can see that OCH is a typical replica of buildings built by British Colonial architects in the early 20's. Surprisingly OCH was not meant to be a hospital when it was first built (same for the A/E). The British was planning to have a heavily guarded military location in the east of Singapore. The site was strategically selected for it is high on top of a hill overlooking the sea surrounding most of the east side and the south side of the island. For about 10 years before the war, this classical 7-storey high building compound was used as military command quarters and barracks.

During the assault of the Japanese aggression from Malaya in February 1942, Changi was targeted as one of the first attack points. In a day or two, it was occupied by the Japanese army moving from Puala Ubin. Soon after that OCH was converted to a military hospital where all the wounded soldiers and civilians were attended to. After the Japanese Occupation ended, it was converted back to its original self, as a public hospital and later with a Military ward on the third level.

From February 1997 onwards, OCH was closed for its hospital operations were replaced by the new Changi General Hospital. It got isolated and left vacant there since then. According to some insider sources, the abandoned OCH will remain as it is but it will be re-open for the 'public' soon during 2005 for the Army Camp or for the Officer Cadet School (OCS) Trainees.

However, stories about the building being haunted started in the early 40's. The Hospital itself had 70+ years of rich history when it survived from the dreadful World War II that took place from 1942 to 1945, witnessing the fall of Singapore and the brutal tortures towards the prisoners of war (POW) that happened there. Therefore, seeing spirits of all races and of different nationals wandering around in the compound would be a common sight.

For it has been abandoned for several years and initially was quite loosely guarded, OCH has become a wonderland for many adventurers. It is such a famous 'must see' landmark for Changi Chalet goers at night when they get tired of TV and chit-chats. There was a joke saying that on Saturday evening as soon as sunset, there would be more people queuing up to go into OCH than to Golden Village Cinema!

However, some "talented" rumbles have vandalized the interior by smashing the windows, cracking the walls, burning trashes, and painting Graffiti all over the wall. To exploit this antique building further, some even performed Satanic cults on the top level room! As a result, this has forced the government put on more security guards at the front and back entrances, more policemen and dogs[I hate the barkings!] on patrols... There were police reports that people went missing at OCH.

The haunted wards



Inside the OCH compound, you can see many wards with high ceilings. Notice that the wards and rooms are never closed up. This design makes air ventilation easier for the wards didn't have any air-cond but ceiling fans! Now those wards are totally left empty except some fixtures such as fans, wall-mounted switches, basins and some built-up platforms on the floor. Many patients who could not make it had their last breath right there...


The torture chamber



Perhaps this is the 2nd most scariest place in OCH after the mortuary. Out of so many wards and rooms, we found one that is remarkably different. Even for today it has a kind of emergency red-and-white plastic tape barring it off from access. It didn't seems to safe guard people from any physical danger inside the room, but may be from something else...

This particular room (rather we call it a chamber) unlike the others with open wall ends on top is completely self-contained. The walls are made of thick solid concrete and unpainted. Further inside you will see some concrete built-up structure as if it was used for securing something tight on the floor. One of the horrible signs is the metal chains with one end set loose and the other end securely fixed on the wall. It seemed strong enough to tie up a tiger.

And, you can see maroon colored blood stains are still left on the floor. One would expect to see such a chamber in a prison but never in a hospital! But don't forget, this is a military hospital used by the Japanese. Maybe the POWs were detained at OCH. And they were believed to be tortured to death over here.


Underground Bunker

Have you heard before there's underground bunker in OCH? There is! But we can't go in there as all the entrance had been sealed up. 1st entrance is by the lift. Second and Third sealed up mound by simply dumping plenty of concrete at the ground floor staircase, and the exit door at the other end of the building got tightly nailed shut respectively.

Right on the top of the building there is a small open look-out space. From there we found a chimney which we suspected is connected to the underground bunker. People who were in underground did need some air vent for breathing. Ok, true enough, this was what supported our believed. However, like a long tunnel, the chimney was so narrow that can barely allow one person climbing in and out.

They even used some special equipment to drop their camera deep down to the tunnel and captured some photos for 20 meters or so! They found some bats hanging down the tunnel and they dropped off the idea as it is a long way down.


The tunnel.


The Mortuary

The Mortuary is not located in the main buildings but in a small timber house at the most west side of the OCH territory. There is a small road that connects to it from behind the hill. And there is Security guard guarding there. So yups..


The white quarter on the left is the mortuary. The green light that looks like ghost light is actually the light from the guard house. It certainly takes a bravo to night guard this eerie place.


The Fridge use to store up maximum 3 corspe.

SOme photos in OCH.

The Lift.

The Canteen.

The long and dark corridor.

hmmms.

The back entrance.

A&E



So sad. It does not exist anymore as it was being teared down. This was a three level building, about half the size of the OCH compound. It has a lobby for registration, clinics for emergency rescues, and a basement! The upper levels were basically wards of sick beds and offices.

There were this 3 SPI, if you guys dunno it is Singapore Paranormal Investigators, who went in A&E waiting area. 1 got his ears covered with earphones that connected to the eavesdropping device - one that has a satellite dish in front for capturing the tiniest sounds. He heard something but couldn't see anything from a poster.

That's what he said; 'You wouldn't believe it. As soon as I stepped into the A&E lobby it was like entering a totally different dimension. The smell changed, the feeling.. that was very hard to describe.. just changed. I felt that time was changed and the whole atmosphere just changed. That made me even forgot who I am, where I am, what am I doing and where you guys are! What sounded around me was very realistic voices, sounds and noises of how patients were unloaded from ambulances, put on trolleys and rushed to the rescue ward. I can tell you none of the so-called best stereo surround sound system in my house gave me so realistic the sound quality. I heard big chaos. People were talking, shouting in a mix of tunes and volumes. I heard there were engines operating at the back of the building too which I had totally no idea what that was.'

'I know you guys won't believe me. But I can tell you, even the slightest sound like how a mother sitting on a waiting bench whispering to her child I can hear.'

He nearly dashed across the road and cars were traveling fast in Netheravon Road. Fortunately, his buddies stopped him at the roadside. And they called off after that.



The long corridor after the Kitchen.

This is the poster.



[click to enlarge it if you can't see clearly.]

This is what i found most interesting. But im not sure isit the exact place as it is given in the map. OCH A&E is located at Chalet M??! Is it true? =x

happy1stmonthkor.


Evon's xD


Thursday, March 26, 2009 7:24 PM

MY FLU IS GETTING WORSER!!!!!~~~~~~~~
FISH THE FLU!

Yesterday night was sweating, so i decided to tie up my hair up. =D I HAVE SMALL PONYTAIL~~ And and I looked weird lahh.. hahahas. [i did tried 2 small ponytails too. =X And my left side has more thick than my right side. LOL]

SEEEE~


SMALL PONYTAIL~~ =D [A successful one! =D]

Anyway, went out with WeiLing this afternooon. Actually only plan to have lunch only.. But we were bored and wanting to call Michelle out tooo. But she's not free. =[
So we went to TM via walking there. =D
And know what?! WeiLing treated me movie, however, i treated the popcorn combo. =D And i left 20cents only. =[ Watched HotelForDogs. Its a NICE show. Very funnny and gan dong. I nearly cried out. I rated 3.5 out of 5.


I LIKE FRIDAY CAN! [it's a dog! the white one at the bottom middle] I suppose he's a male. HE DAMN SMART CAN and has a Powerful nose! hahahahs. I like the brother. Another smart one. He can be a great inventer lor!


Evon's xD


Wednesday, March 25, 2009 4:52 PM

许愿树 by 郭美美.

梦破了沉默便不敢哭
伤痛了拥抱胜过安抚
你最会解读
我内心的日记簿
错一次就像看一本书
而用心的 从泪水提炼礼物
找到对的地图
太过倔强
虽然有苦说不出
但就是讨厌认输
跑上了山坡尽头断了路
勇敢就是我的许愿树
我用梦想
在天空中飘浮
海边的日出前都会有雾
勇敢就是我的许愿树
用眼光照亮
模了糊

梦破了沉默便不敢哭
伤痛了拥抱胜过安抚
你最会解读
我内心的日记簿
错一次就像看一本书
而用心的 从泪水提炼礼物
找到对的地图
太过倔强
虽然有苦说不出
但就是讨厌认输
跑上了山坡尽头断了路
勇敢就是我的许愿树
我用梦想
在天空中飘浮
海边的日出前都会有雾
勇敢就是我的许愿树
用眼光照亮
模了糊

每当我追求完美太顽固
是你化身我的许愿树
你给了我
无限量的呵护
每当你突发奇想要倾诉
让我化身你的许愿树
为你一起哼着
幸福


Enjoy~
If you want this song, ask from me. =D


im still having flu and sorethroat. =[[


Evon's xD


12:44 AM


OHMAN. MY SIXTEEN IS GONE! =[[


BUT HEY. IM OFFICIALLY SEVENTEEN. =D sounded so old. hahahas! BUT IM NOT. xD still as young as ever!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EVON!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WANNY, ALEXANDER, SHIBIN, VANESSA'S KOR, PRIS'S COUSIN/AUNT TOO!
AND OF COURSE THOSE BIRTHDAY TODAY! HAPPYBIRTHDAY! xD


Didn't really sleep the whole night. Not because im excited for it[FYI, im not excited at all=D], just dunno why can't get into sleep. So, i changed my sleeping place from my room to living room then back to my room since 1plus[after msging back to everyone] to 3 plus.. Keep waking up and sleeping back.

Went out to meet my mum for lunch. =D LongJohnSilver. Didn't have much appetite cause feel like vomiting already. Next, went YaKun to drink hotmilo. Then to NTUC to buy my toblerone. =]]

Headed back to School and Ihub to meet the Choirs! =D They did improve i believe. JiaYous! JiaHui passed me my present. Thanks! Stayed till 5 plus and offf to meet Vanessa, Shermeen, Sharon, LeongWei, WeiSian and Ahpong.

Trained down to Pasir Ris and strolled to Ehub to meet MinNing. xD Arcade-ed and dinner-ed at NewYorkNewYork after the arrival of Ronney, HanLin and Priscilia.

Shared with MinNing - Cheesy Chicken[i supposed?]. Feel like vomiting le lor that time. =X Priscilia, im sorry.




Cab-ed home. And my kor and his gf bought an ice-cream cake from Gelare. THANKS!! =]] Had hard time to eat the cake. hahaha!




I WANNA THANKS THIS PEOPLE!
Firstly,
KaiLin LeongWei Gregory HuiQi Vanessa WeiSian Priscilia TingTing JiaCheng Winnie LeeJiaHui LimJiaHui JonathanPong DesmondTan Chloe WeiLing Shermeen Sharon JustinGodPa JiaWei Junior Michelle Adelene WenSu Ronney ChengWei Royston JingWenJie ---sms
Wilburn -- phone
Jade ZhiMei Changhui LiMin Germaine GuoQiang HanLin [some repeated, so im not going to name again.] -- in-person]
ShaoHui Benjamin Darren HuiJi KokSoon Alex Valentia -- msn
Alexander JiaQi Joshua Ethel ChiatLin Melvin YanLing SingYee Pamela Hafiz Bobo JacquelineLam Brenda Wanny LouWei -- facebook
DuoJie
*if you have wished me and i've forgotten to put your name, kindly tagged at the cute tagboard at the left side. =D

NEXT,

from LeeJiaHui, LimJiaHui and Gregory. =D THANKS!


from the Biantais, MinNing, HuiJi, TingTing and WeiLing. =D THANKS!


from WeiSian. =D THANKS!


from Vanessa. =D THANKS!


from Kor and his gf- JingWenJie. =]] THANKS!


from me to them. =D

FYI; i've changed the timing when im blogging. =D Just wanna a 24march post. =D

p/s; Some i've expected didn't come true/didn't wish me, however, some i didn't expected wished me. Should i be sad or happy?

ONCE AGAIN! THANK YOU!!!!
YOU GUYS HAVE MADE A WONDERFUL DAY FOR ME. =D


Evon's xD


Monday, March 23, 2009 10:04 PM


Cute? See no evil.. Talk no evil.. and of course Hear no evil! =D


Ohwell..
today early in the morning went out to play volleyball and basketball with vanessa. =D AHEMs! hahahas. Played awhile in the NEW playground at the CentralPark. Actually not play lah, is figuring out. =D Quite big..


Leongwei.. this is for you! =D


[While playing, saw this Crow trying to eat up the Charmaleon. =D They were playing Merry-Go-Round. hhahas.]

Went homed at around 12pm! And im meeting Vanessa, HanLin, Priscilia and Ronney at SchoolMainGate, 1230pm. opps! im late abit but im the 2nd to reach.. =D The SecurityGuard uhs.. No comments. Ask JiangMama to bring us in. =]]

She wished me an advance happy birthday. Thanks!! =D

Lunched at SchoolCanteen. Only HanLin and Ronney had it. =D I drank the FruitPunch dessert. =D Went TP as to accompany RONNEY, and shun bian have our lunch again. This time round is HanLin, Vanessa and me. =D Went into CR to have it.

After that, went to Safra to have pool and bowling. =D I win Priscilia. OPPS. Cheers. =]] Bowling sucks.. =X
Anyway, Do cheer up yah? the person should know. =]]


[Did you notice about the lights? And now, my corridor is like so BRIGHT!]

Anyway, 2 more hours to go! =D Good Luck to me. And im 17. That's sound so old can. Ohtian.. And GoodLuck to those who is going to the dinner tomorrow. =D

Im going to school to see my Baobei's juniors. =D


Ohya.. last Saturday, went out with this two baobeis. =D


<33 [i think all my smiles are the same can. =X]


Evon's xD


Saturday, March 21, 2009 11:45 PM

HAha! Today went to watch ComingSoon with HuiQi and JiaHui! =D cool eh. First time sneak an underage to watch NC16.. ahhahas. Anyway, ComingSoon not nice to watch one.. The ending not good. Rating 2.5 stars out of 5. I was telling them only 2stars is for horror part.. o.5 for funny part. LOL!
And im sick of that ghost face can! hahahas

And well, after that.. went AMK to find Sharon~ hahas. Manage to find her and off to YiShun to have dinner. The place call YoshiMuru i think. hahas. I ate the Salmon Omelette Rice. Ohmytian lah.. ITS DAMN NICE CANN ESPECIALLY THE EGGGGG! The egg is like super smooth and soft. But you eat more of it, you will get real sick of it. hahaha! Recommanded! But the Salmon they cooked is like overcooked. hahas. While JiaHui ate the claypot thingy, the Japanese called Boron[i think i spelled wrong], HuiQi ate the Pasta. =D

Ohya. Before i forget, i saw quite alot of shirt i like at AMK. hahas. And a shop named 'Bits N Pieces', i saw the necklaces damn nice cannnnnnn. hahahhs.

Ohwell. I saw DuoJie.. His hair is longer than the last time i saw him. hahas. He changed alot. =D Become more shuai i think? =X Anyway, i saw Amos tooo! hahahas.


Evon's xD


Friday, March 20, 2009 12:46 AM

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him.
Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him. And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl…

“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.

“I can’t”

“Why? You need to study at home?” I felt disappointment grabbing me.

“No… I am going to meet a friend…”

He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before. To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all. He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200days… Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why…
Then one day…

Me: Um, Jin, I …

Jin: What…don’t drag, just say..


Me: I love you.

Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.

That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me the doll. Then he disappeared, like he was running away. The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many…Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was dark… he still didn’t call. It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.

Me: Jin…

Jin: Here…take this…

Again, he handed me a little doll.

Me: What’s this?

Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I’m going home now, bye.


Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?

Jin: Today? Huh?

I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.

Then I shouted… “Wait…”

Jin: You have something to say?

Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…

Jin: What?!

Me: Tell me

I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left. “I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.”

That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb… and I collapsed to the ground. He didn’t want to say it easily… How could he…. I felt that… Maybe he is not the right guy for me…After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn’t call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That’s how those dolls piled up in my room… everyday..

After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw him on a street… with another girl… He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me…as he touched the doll… I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell… Why did he gave these to me… Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that… it’s going to end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.

Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?

I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual…

Me: I don’t need it.

Jin: What….why…I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.

Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t want to see a person like you again!

I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.

I’m sorry” He apologized in a tiny voice. He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…

Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!

But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll. Then…
Honk~ Honk~With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.

Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted… But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll. “Jin, move!
HONK~!! “Boom!” That sound, so terrifying.That’s how he went away from me.

That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me. After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him… And after spending two months like a crazy person… I took out the dolls.
Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days… when we were in love

One…two… three…That was how… I started to count the dolls…“Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty five…” It all ended with 485 dolls. I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…

I love you~, I love you~” I dropped the dolls, shocked.

I….lo..ve…you??I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach. “I love you~ I love you~” It can’t be! I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side. “I love you~”“I love you~” “I love you~” Those words came out non-stop. I…love you… Why didn’t I realize that….That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much… I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road.

It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much… “Jo…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn’t say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…

The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked god, why do I only know about all this now? He can’t be by my side, but he love me until his last minute
For that… and for that reason… to me… it became courage… to live a beautiful life.



How sweet this guy is can.. =D He gave the girl 486dolls without fail. Got this story from ChengWei's blog.
And just heard this phrase from Perfect2.
'Words should not be hurtful, use it to say 'I Love You''


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Thursday, March 19, 2009 2:54 PM

YoHoo!!

As i said in the last post, im finally back from the Biantai's Chalet.. It's a 3D2N kind of thing. =D It's gonna be a long post. Well, shall start from the first day which is 16March2009..

Day 1

Meet up the Biantais at NTUC. But before that, meet up with WeiLing to help her.. Before meeting WeiLing, I baked cookies and doing the present for Pris on the eleveth hour. =X And I DID THEM ON TIME. Hmms. Well, bought Ice-cream cake - i din take a photo of that[sadded]. Waited for JiangMama to come and check-in for us. Im sorry JiangMama to paster you. And i din see wrong lor.. It's Jiangmama's car when i decided to go to the bus-stop to wait for her with Vanessa's accompany. But im not sure isit her, until she saw us and sent us into the chalet M[just a few metres from bus-stop to the chalet only lor]. Nevertheless, THANKS JIANGMAMA!!! =D


Baking the cookies. =]]

[While waiting for Jiangmama to come]

Put our stuffs down and played IceBreaker games. The forfeit is welll... LOL. No comments.. Then the guys called up the Pizza Hotline. It's LeongWei treat. Thanks! Ate IceCreamCake after the pizza. We went to the MasterBedroom for more games and of couse more forfeit.. And and the favourite phrase is 'Ahpong is DJ!' hahahs. Played Mahjong also i think?? Can't really recalled what we did after thatt.

I know what i did the last thing! Went home at around 11 plus with Vanessa, Pearcesley and Kiatwee? And i reached home at about 1215- 1230am? hahas.. Slept at around 1-2am..

Day2

Met up with the girls and bused down to Changi. =D The 5 guys actually cooked lunch for us. Thanks! The theme of the food is Potatoes. The lunch consists of Potato Salad, FishNChip, FrenchFries and Cream of Potato. It's nice even though i dun like to eat potatoes except frenchfries. But the FrenchFries they fried is abit too soggy le. =X Nevertheless, i appeciate their hardwork! =D 3 cheers for the 5 guys - Ronney, LeongWei, HanLin, WeiSian and AhPong!!




After lunch, played games again. And Ronney and co. planned the game called Photo Hunt. Im in Team B which HanLin is the leader, consist of WeiSian, Shermeen, Sharon, Pearcesley and me. =D Heard from Team A, they kanna chase out by the dogs from OCH. So, the pictures in OCH are cancelled. We left 1 picture which Ronney said is changed to Bouns Picture. We actually planned to take the picture from the paper and acted as if we took it already. BUT BUT WEISIAN FOUND IT AT THE LAST MINUTE WHEN WE SAW TEAM A. hahahahaha! So we won! =]]



Next is Water Games. =D Went over to the tennis court and played. =.= Was wet because i din catch the water bomb properly. Changed place to the yard infront of the door.. Saw them poured the water to each other so hiong can.. Ronney is damn wet. And i dun want to be so wet. So Ahpong and me was like hiding from them.. hahaha! Decided to help them refilled the water and saw Donkey inside the bathroom. And i picked up the shower head and sprayed at him. =X And of course, he wanna revenge. =.=! Ran out of the house and tadaa.. Donkey took the pail and splashed me and Ahpong also helped him to pour another pail. I looked up and another, who is Ronney, splashed at me. Then went into the bathroom and we all like playing inside there.. Was totally in fun. =]]

Ohya, in the middle of that, ShiJie came and be our photographer. =D BBQ next, again ShiJie helped out with setting up the fire and bbq-ing the foods. Thanks! Had Champange[it's nicer that the red wine]. hahas. Next is photograph session. =D LOVE THEM LOTSSS. THANKS for the funn! And i read from Vanessa's blog, i did have pillow fight with Sharon and Weisian. And i learn more about Mahjong from JianWei. Thanks! =]]






And during Midnight, we cooked maggiee. Yupp, i still like the seaweed maggie that Ahpong, Ronney and dunno who shared. It's nice! After that, HanLin was the first to turn in. hahas. Then followed by AhPong. I bet to Donkey and Ronney that they cannot ton till the next morning. And indeed they cannot. Next is WeiSian, then Ronney. And Donkey was kind enough to bring two beds for us. =D And he went to bed after that. The snoring from them is funnny. LOL!

Yups, left we three - Vanessa, Sharon and me. So, we were playing. Cause the light is off, so i switch on my phone's torchlight. We started playing off with the shadow. And making stories out of it. hahaaha! 'You jump, i jump'. I remembered we played Heart attack tooo. hahaha!

I forget what we did later. But i know, i played Kiss the Rain and Sharon slept after that. We two dunno what to do.. And i suggested to help them cover their blankets so they won't catch any colds. I think Donkey dunno how to use the blanket, so we used our blanket to cover him. And i was kicked by Ronney. =[ Next, Vanessa and i wondered around the house. And mosqitoes are biting me again, so we went to find lighter[it's at JianWei and ShiJie's room, thats why we couldn't find it.] to light up the coil. Ended up using the stove's fire. And it's drizzling outside. So we decided to move back to the room cause there's not much nice show[television]. Was feeling cold cause of the air-con and took our blanklet back from Donkey. =X Was listening to the guys snoring. And falll asleep till 7. Slept almost 1hr. hahas.

Day3



Had swiss roll and hotdogs for Breakfast. I din ate the Swiss roll. Games again, loser will have to drink the redwine. There Pris came to meet us and off to the Office. And off to the OCH. Finally..
But i dun like the dogs.. My curiosity has wake up and i know i will wants to go back if i have the chance. I still dun understand why OCH is closed down.

Headed to the beach. =D Threw the stones into the seawater. I can do two times.. Next, headed to CS to have lunch. Decided to play Basketball and off we go. =D I can shoot well today. But i still dun like HanLin's blocking me. And with Donkey and WeiSian sent us home.




FYI; On the way back, Sharon heard WeiSian said that my birthday party will be at OCH. LOL! And saying that the dog will be snatching the cake. We will be friend with the dogs plus can go there and no need scare of the dogs.





This post is indeed lonnggg..

And yups. Yesterday slept at 2am plus.. And today, i woke up at 1.30pm. =D hahahas. i broke my record cann. Cannot blame, too tired le..

And tomorrow is a busy day. =D
Going Jyss in the morning, lunched and off to TP, then do registration for Olevel. =D

p/s; About this coming tuesday.. If you guys can't make it, its alright. Can celebrate belated. =]] Just tell me whats the plan.
And and Ronney. I din put the PICTURE horrr. Seee im so good. xD


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