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Back to 90s

2011-02-18T01:54:00.017+08:00

Took this from JeremyNg's blog. I don't know who is it. But This definitely brings back lots of memories! (Y)
P/S. Some pictures didnt appear here. So yah. More pictures, you can go to his wordpress.

Grew up during the 90′s? I read a thread about the 90s in Singapore..and decided to come up with a list of things that I remember from my childhood. I’m sure you can identify with some of them. I had fun looking up forums and threads for ideas and pictures, and I hope you have as much fun reading the list.

TV shows:
In a time where there were only browser-based games (think Neopets) and it took 5mins to load a webpage, time was much better spent watching the tube. It provided a common topic of discussion since everyone pretty much watched the same stuff from SBC/TCS aka MediaCorp. Only a handful had cable TV.

1. Power Rangers
Kids used to pretend they were one of the rangers and hop around screaming and whacking each other. My favourite was the blue ranger, and because of this, my favourite dinosaur was the triceratops. (Every boy had a favourite dinosaur back then)

2. Saving the Earth was cool because of Captain Planet.
I vaguely remember this show. ‘Vaguely’ meaning remembering these two sentences:

“Earth! Fire! Wind! Water! Heart!”

“By your powers combined, I am Captain Planet!”

I wonder what happened to the dude now though. Probably died of global warming. And the volcanic ash.

3. Most of the kids (me included) would wake up at 9am every Sunday to watch the Digimon show on Channel 8, and it will be the topic of discussion the next day when school started.

Yea, I remember this damn well. I watched every season of Digimon, except season 5. My favourite was Patamon (bottom left corner). I wanted to be different because everyone either liked Agumon or Gabumon (centre two, right to left). The least popular was Palmon (the weirdo plant-looking thing with a pink flower on the head). No wonder kids don’t like their veggies.

Oh, and, I thought Yamato’s hair (blondie in green, without gloves) was cool. I always wondered how long Tai (goggle boy) took to style his hair before each episode.

4. Everyone knew the Guiness Stout advertisement where 林子祥 George Lam appeared and asked, “你怕黑吗?”

I didn’t really get the meaning of the advertisement, but it still stuck anyway.

5. Everyone also knew Aaron Kwok and his awesome song with the awesome trademark hand action and the awesome phrase “对你爱爱爱不完”.

He made every boy want a centre-parting I think. Here’s a youtube video I found of the MV. (look at those dance moves!)

6. Monday blues were made slightly better because of 搞笑行动. There was 梁婆婆, 梁细妹 and “真的是伤脑筋”. There was also the 神经一法 segment, a spoof of 绳之以法.

Yes, I used to like watching it..until it got lamer..and lamer..and lamer..

7. 城人杂志 was hosted by 王禄江，钟琴，黄素芳，欧菁仙. There was Miss Tan and 阿好好介绍.

We loved to imitate them, saying “下一位” and “我–什么–都会”. Sadly, I couldn’t find any pictures of the show or its characters, so here’s a youtube vid of MediaCorp’s anniversary show where they got some of the previous hosts back. 钟琴 is awesome because she was really into it! The other few just stood around like dead flies. Probably too old to shake their booty. I liked 欧菁仙 last time. Watch from 4:55 onwards if you want to skip to the 城人杂志 part. The first part is 搞笑行动.

Transport:
I hated taking buses because they took ages to arrive (they still do) and you were all hot and bothered by the time they did. What’s worse? They were all old and cranky, non-airconditioned, and the engine made a thunderous farting noise every time the bus came to a stop. But they were still important to our lives, just as they are now.

1. SBS buses used to be non-airconditioned only. The bus seats were made of wood and the cushion was red. The big red bell gave a loud BEEEP when pressed, probably so that everyone would wake up and no one would miss their stop.
I used to like pushing the windows damn wide and feel the wind on my face. It was horrible when it rained, coz you had to shut the windows (or face the wrath of the drenched person sitting behind you) and the bus would become really humid and warm.

2. Farecards! Every bus came equipped with this farecard machine and you had to insert your card at the top, press the fare you are paying, then the machine would make lots of weird noises before your card came out with a ticket from the bottom.

I remember every now and then new designs of farecards would be released and some people liked to collect them. The adult farecards had a blue back, children’s ones had a red back and the back of senior citizens’ cards were purple.

3. For those who bought monthly concession stamps, you pasted them on your student pass and flashed it to the bus driver when you boarded.
Some people would just paste the new one over the old stamp, and accumulate so many stamps on the card that the stamps were thicker than the card itself.

Food:
Being a child was just about schooling, eating, playing, sleeping, and eating some more. You could buy a shitload of junk food with $2 then.

1. The rainbow-coloured Paddle Pops. All the colours made it look like you would die from all the artificial colourings, but tasted too nice for you to care. Who could forget those?

2. Ring pops, then came push pops.
Or was it push pops first? Push pops were the best because you could eat a bit and pocket it for later. Anyway I remembered conservative Singaporeans complaining about them being obscene looking =/

3. There was this sweet which was a lollipop but came with some crystals in the packet. You would dip the lollipop in the crystals, and let it pop and spark all over your mouth.

4. The ding dang chocolate balls+cheapo toy which sold for 50 cents.
The toy inside would change every week I think. They were all cheapo-looking toys which spoilt easily, but we were still happy with them anyway. Modern version=Kinder surprise, or whatever it’s called.

5. After a tiring session of block catching, getting your hands on an ice pop at the grocery store for 10 cents each was heavenly.
They were just frozen ice with colourings actually, but still tasted good. NTUC still sells them, but I don’t see anyone eating it now.

6. Itchy mouth? Nibble on these:

Shops:

1. There was Oriental Emporium and Yaohan. And Sogo.
I can’t find a picture of Emporium. But I remember it was a NTUC-wannabe and I used to go to the one in Pasir Ris and drool over all the toy samples.

2. A&W restaurant!
The awesome root beer and onion rings!

Technology:
There was not much technology to speak of then. I had my first computer in P4, and was devastated when it broke down for the first time. Somehow, I got the hang of the tech stuff faster than my parents, and it stayed that way ever since. (They never did try, anyway.)

1. Almost every working adult had a pager.
I remember there was some nifty trick. You (the caller) would wait for 2 beeps, then press any numbers you wanted. The recipient (the person being paged) would then be able to see the numbers you pressed, and we were always amazed that the recipient could see the numbers you wanted them to see. (Hey, we were not desperate ok. That was cool until SMS came along.)

2. Cool teens used ICQ, and IRC.

3. To get online you had to start the nasty dialup connection. You would hear the ISP’s server number being dialled, then a bunch of extremely loud and weird noises which made it sound like your computer was going to explode. Only then could you establish an awesome 56kb/sec connection.
I HATED the noises but never figured out how to make it softer. I hated it mainly because my mom would be alerted everytime I went on the net, and I only had 1 miserable hour of playtime.

4. Everything (gameboy emulators, ROMs) you wanted to transfer MUST be below 1.44 MB. Otherwise it wouldn’t fit into these things called floppy biscuits diskettes.

5. Every student was working part-time. After school, they tended to their shop in Neopets.
Who could forget the browser-based multiplayer game Neopets? Neopets took the world by storm. Suddenly I went to school one day and found out that the whole class except me had a shop. My favourite Neopet was the Kacheek. It was very creatively named Petball88. I wonder if it’s still alive. And I (willingly) got scammed into buying a Kacheek plushie at one of their local events. I still have it now.

Leisure:
We were in the pre-Facebook and post-Marbles era. There was so much fun things to do, both indoors and outdoors, away from the computer.

1. If you’re with a bunch of friends, feeling bored and happen to be in a maze of HDB flats, never fear, coz there’s block-catching!
Yes I remember this. Void decks had a much more useful purpose back then, before they were primarily used by students for kissing, hugging and making out. Anyway, another version involved lifts. Basically you played catching within one block only. You formed a number of groups (depending on the number of lifts available, usually only 2) and hope to catch the other group by taking the lift to the same level, or something like that. Don’t try this now. The only people who will be doing any catching is the guys from the town council.

2. Another version of catching was “Iceman” or “ice-and-fire” or whatever you call it.
If anyone was caught by the “catcher”. they would not become the catcher, but be “frozen” instead, and had to stand on the spot striking some weird pose. Then other people would try to come and “unfreeze” you by touching, without being frozen by the “catcher” themselves. I preferred this to catching because whenever I was tired of running I could get frozen on purpose and rest a while.

3. Adults carried pagers. We carried beeping devices too, affectionately known as Tamagotchi.
I remember having one too, and treasured it a lot, since I hardly had any toys back then. After that, Tamagotchi was considered “girly”, because…

4. I was always getting into fights with other children I didn’t know–on my Digivice.
Yes, the Digivice was much more popular than the Tamagotchi. It was much cooler and your Digimon could fight and evolve, which beats staring at a chicken until it died. I got a white Digivice as a gift from my neighbour. The lazy kids would do some “code” and try to get an Ultimate stage Digimon without raising it from scratch. People used to cut the plastic farecards into a small strip for this purpose.

5. Playgrounds were filled with SAND, not rubber.
Yes, playgrounds were awesome then. I could spend hours there playing for free. My favourite was the swing because I loved feeling the wind on my face. Most swings were made of really huge black tyres or something like that.

Next was the slide. I remember this slide made of some marble-like material which was very “seasoned”. Children’s butts slid down it thousands of times every day, so it was really really really smooth. Which meant it attracted more children’s butts. Those slides which were less “seasoned” were less fun to play with, since you’ll probably get stuck halfway down and it takes the fun out of it.

There were different ways of playing the slide–you could play it the traditional ‘ass way’. If you were a bit more adventurous, you could lie on your tummy and slide down head-first. That basically meant sliding face-down on a surface seasoned by thousands of butts (and pampers) but it was much too fun to pass up. We used to queue at the top of the slide and every kid would slide down one-by-one, then go up to queue for another round. Some kids just sat at the top, torn apart by the fear of sliding down and yet wanting to have a go because it looked like tremendous fun. So they started crying, jamming up the queue and their parents would carry them away. Either that or he would be given a shove by the evil kid waiting behind and end up crying anyway, from both shock and excitement.

The sand was great for making sandcastles, without going to the beach. Kids would bring their own spades and shovels down to play. Otherwise you could just dig around for spades and shovels that other children left behind. But after that parents became concerned about the hygiene of sand at the playgrounds. There would be pee or poo in the sand, thanks to dogs and cats (and children themselves) who visit the playground. Today, only very little of such playgrounds exist, and the very famous dragon design playground can still be seen at Toa Payoh.

6. Who can forget Mimi, Sam Seng, Fat Ani, Smarty, and the rest of the Bookworm Gang?
Although the short stories were too short for my liking, I still enjoyed them anyway. Never could explain why..I remember the books were damn expensive and damn thin…only a few pages. I always suspected the author of Bookworm stories was anti-teachers. Why else would he/she name the form teach Ms. Goon?

And every year the Bookworm company would come down to my school to sell books and coerce us into joining the “Bookworm Club”. (I remember there was even a member card)

And everytime the Bookworm auntie will read us a story from the latest Bookworm book. But she won’t tell us the ending, and asked us to buy it. KNS.

This is what your bookworm book would probably look like if you had one today:

School:
And talking about school…it took up a large part of our time every day, it was horrible and fun at the same time, because everyone went through pretty much the same things. I put this the last because there’s just so much to reminisce about!

1. There was this Aces Day which was horrid because it was not a holiday, and you got a fugly cap and had to do this corny thing called The Great Singapore Workout.

Who would have fogotten the scissors kick? And the flushing and pooing action which got everyone giggling, coupled with self-added sound effects from the boys. In case you want to try this at home, here’s a super high-quality youtube video just so you can observe every action.

Cool bright yellow outfit coupled with superb shorts! (and matching socks!!)

2. For some time, trolley-schoolbags were the in-thing. Until you realised your classroom was on the 4th floor.
Yeah well..that fad lasted a while. I got one too. but it was utterly pointless. The wheels were so noisy that our school said we couldn’t wheel them around the school..

3. It was called the tuckshop, not canteen.

4. (Whenever teachers were not around) Class monitors liked to say, “You talk some more, I write your name on the board ah!”
Classic line..I wonder if they still use this today.

5. English was fun because of PETS coursebooks!
PETS coursebooks were all the rage. There was a different animal each year, and they would be hidden in many of the pages. English lessons were never boring because you could always challenge those sitting around you to find the animal on each page first. After I bought my new textbooks during the holidays, the first book I would read was my PETS coursebook…to spot all the animals in it. Haha. The animals were: squirrel, rat, tortoise, rabbit, bird and monkey, from P1-P6. Sadly I couldn’t find pictures of the P1 and P2 coursebooks.

But the worksheets were weird. They were held together using some poor quality gum, such that when you tore out many pages of worksheets at once, large chunks of gum were left on the worksheets. But I hated the penmanship sections, especially the cursive writing!

And there was some poem in the PETS textbook about momo monster drinking hot tea. Cool!

6. The worst punishment for not bringing your textbook is having to go to the neighbouring class to borrow a copy. And everyone would stare at you. Or even worse, being asked to borrow the OHP from them. But at least you share the embarassment with another unfortunate friend, and both of you would carry the friggin’ huge thing back to your class. And then back again, to return it.

7. Sharity elephant anyone?

8. “Everyone in class would tremble in fear when someone with a gauze stuck in the mouth came to your class and called out a name to go visit the school dentist.”
This was quoted from one of the websites I visited..it was simply too aptly phrased!

9. Everyone played the music recorder during music lessons.
Yeah, I hated it. I always pretended to blow when the whole class was supposed to play. I was afraid of blowing the wrong note, then having the people around you stare at you. And we were always asked to wash our recorders at home after the lesson. Not bringing your recorder on Music lesson day was like 2012, because you either had to borrow from the next class (ew.) or you had to use one from the filthy music cupboard (EWW).

10. ”You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug in primary school during recess time. You would squat by a drain with all your classmates beside you, and brush your teeth with a colored mug. The teachers said you must brush each side ten times. Not forgetting the silly red tablet which you know not the purpose for.”
Yeah, the dentist told me too. In the end it was counterproductive because so many classes had to brush their teeth, that we were always in a rush. We either ended up leaving before rinsing our mouths properly, or brushing before we ate for recess.

11. The most vulgar thing you said was ‘asshole’ or ‘idiot’. You just couldn’t bring yourself to say the hokkien relative.
Yeah well..not really true. When I just learnt ‘fuck’ and ‘nabei’ I kept using it until I got bored of it. I remember people kept trying to get others to say ‘chicken white’ though.

12. “You brought every single book to school, even though there was one thing called the timetable, written on the inside cover of your little blue notebook.”
Yes, I was one of those. Later on, it was cool to bring ‘book bands’ or whatever they’re called. Basically a strip of velcro that you wrap around a few books and carry in your hand. Usually bright-coloured.

13. Waterbottles, with your favourite cartoon character pasted on it, were a must everywhere you went, slung around your neck.

14. Boys loved to play soccer with ping pong balls at the basketball courts.
Well for my school at least. Hey, they were cheap and kickable. (For a period of time the bookshop enjoyed great sales of ping-pong balls) I think anything that could be kicked was used. Like pong pong fruits for example. But they banned that, coz it was poisonous or something. Probably the school was afraid the boys would get hungry halfway during soccer and pick up the fruit to eat it.

15. English was fun coz of PETS coursebook, but Science had the angsana and balsam plant.
Yeah, and the lallang. Oh, and Cupid’s shaving brush. Never got over that one.

16. Remember the blue “Young Scientist” cards? And the small badges you got for being a Young Zoologist/
Botanist/
___ist.
My first badge was the Ornithologist. I’m so proud that I know what that means. Had to collect collect a bunch of feathers for that one. I highly suspect they were all from crows (that was all I could got my hands on) but my teacher closed an eye and let me pass. People said the Young Zoologist and Physicist were free frags coz you could just buy the book that was always sold at the bookfair and copied everything inside. Oh, and Ecologist.

17. You never got bored of going to the Science Centre.

18. Every Children’s Day and National Day you got cheap quality pens and pencils that were bound to spoil before the next Children’s Day/National Day. (so that you could use the new ones the following year) Either that or lame files printed with ”Happy Children’s Day 1998″.
Look! I still have mine from before I transferred schools!

19. You had to play buddy for the Primary Ones when you got older.
I remember this! I played buddy in P3 and we were supposed to bring them to buy food. Then my partner was my friend’s sister, and her partner was my another friend’s younger brother. So we cheated and swapped buddies and felt really good about it.

20. Whenever it rained, you went to school in a raincoat and slippers, then you found a dry spot in school to sit down and wipe your feet dry, before putting on your socks and shoes.
Raincoats! Nobody wears them nowadays though.

21. You freak out when your teacher told you to line up in two rows according to height and gender, then hold hands with the boy/girl beside you before walking off to the music room/computer lab/hall.
Yeah, those were the days. Now they can’t wait to kiss.

22. The worksheets were made of brownish, rough and poor quality paper.
I hated those. So much so that I always completed those of normal paper first and those of brownish paper last. I remember it was really hard to write on that kind of paper..the writing in pencil doesn’t show up well or something. Not to mention that they smelled awful.

23. The bookshop was always filled with people. To buy fancy notebooks, erasers, rulers, pencils, everything except books. It was cool to collect those stuff.

24. Talking about fanciful stationery, there were those fancy magnetic pencilboxes. At the push of some buttons, you had all the nifty gadgets like a thermometer and compass, tiny drawers or a sharpener. Basically anything you probably don’t need for school could be found inside.

25. The Shaker was the coolest mechanical pencil ever made. You were cool if you had one.

26. The only thing with pages that you bought from the bookshop was Young Generation magazine.
It was a monthly magazine at..$2 I think. I always tried to save up to buy it every month. There was Vinny the little Vampire, Suzy and of course Constable Acai. I loved sending mails to take part in the contests, but never won anything =/ Pity I couldn’t find a picture of an old issue. But it’s still being published now.

27. The school football field was hardly ever used for football. And the basketball hoops never had nets attached. Even if it did, the nets never lasted more than 1 week.
Don’t ask me what happened to the nets. But we didn’t play football at the field because firstly the school banned us from using it apart from PE and secondly we were using ping pong balls, remember? (can’t kick them in the grass)

28. Teacher’s Day was the day which we all did our best to show our love for our teachers, e.g. by making cards, gifts, etc. We would flood to the staff rooms and hand it to them personally. Children’s day was awesome because it would be the other way round.
I remember trying to come up with different designs of cards every year..And on children’s day we actually came to expect teachers to give us something. This included Yakult, sweets, chocolates etc. It was the only day we could eat in class. The most anticipated was my Maths teacher who always said she went to 牛车水 to buy us those sweets with a plum in centre. Either she was lying or she didn’t know NTUC sold them too. Anyway, we would compare to see which teacher gave the ‘best’ presents.

29. The telephone was our only source of communication after school. If we wanted to talk to our classmates at home, we had to pick up the phone and call. Which meant we could memorise the phone numbers of all our best friends.
I enjoyed chatting for hours with friends on the phone, only to get scolded by my parents later. And there were always long queues at the only coin phone in school, to tell your parents there was remedial that day, or ask them to bring the texttbook that you had left at home, to avoid the drastic consequences. (refer no. 6)

30. At lower primary, the boys’ shorts were actually open (no zip!) in the front.
I totally forgot this until I came across it in one of the forums. I think that was only for P1/P2 though. Hahaha.

31. You either used a purse or a velcro wallet.
I hated those velcro wallets. You had to rip it open to get your money and the whole canteen would know you’re opening your wallet because of the noise. And for a while it was cool to have your wallet chained to your pants, using something that looked like a telephone cord with a hook at the end. It was usually bright coloured..to tell pickpockets where your wallet was, I suppose.

32. Teachers would paste coloured duct tapes around the corner of your workbook and that would be your group color for that year.

33. The longest queue is not found in the canteen but the classroom: we would queue up at the front to let the teacher mark our corrections before going back to our seats.
If your corrections were wrong you had to re-queue. I remember praying that my corrections would be correct so that I could go back to my seat ASAP to talk to my friends study on my own since the teacher was occupied with marking.

34. Everyone exchanged autograph books before we graduated. You wrote every little detail about yourself, including all your best friends and your ‘favourites’ list. The books were also were loaded with “Best Wishes”, “Forget Me Not”, “Friends Forever” and little poems like “Birds fly high, hard to catch. Friends like you, hard to find”.

This was why it was absolutely important to have a favourite TV show character, favourite Digimon, favourite drink..the list goes on and on. There was one more about “Roses are red, violets are blue.” Usually you started with your personal bio, then a favuorites list, a best friends list (people usually quarrelled about being included in the list or not) and concluded with some touching personal message to the owner of the book. You were cool if you could decorate your entry nicely. And even the relief teachers or teachers from NIE were made to write in our autograph books before they left. That’s for all the extra homework they gave us during their visit.

35. Well the last one..I thought it was particularly meaningful. I quote from one of the boards I’ve visited:

" The 80s was when we see some classmates, during some course of our primary school lives (6-8 years), have black / blue patches of cloth pinned to their sleeves.
And, even back then, before days of National Education, we knew. We shared their sorrow.
We let them win in One Leg. We tried to avoid hitting them during Bola Rembat / Hentam Bola.
True Friendship. "

Although by the 90s we were seeing less of this..but it was still in practice. (the cloth) For those who don’t know, this meant that one of the person’s close kins had just passed away. I guess this was what true friendship meant back then. It was our way of showing care for our friends, our concern for them.

In the best way we could think of with our little innocent minds.

I miss growing up in the 90′s. Don’t you?

These are the sites I visited for pictures, ideas etc.
http://sparklette.net/travel/singapore/80s-childhood/
http://sgforums.com/forums/8/topics/313832?page=19
http://www.cnngo.com/singapore/play/singapores-playgrounds-yesterday-483500
http://yesterday.sg/2006/06/lifeinthe80s/

I kind of miss the 90s.

Ten Greatest Lies

2011-02-18T01:51:00.002+08:00

Was see-ing ppl's blog when i saw this.

十大谎言

1. 同学: 我沒念啊，不知道为何考这么高？

2. 來宾:大家好，我只简单讲两句…

3. 老板: 我不会忘记你的贡献。

4. 职员: 明天我就不干了。

5. 商人: 亏本大拍卖，只到今天！

6. 明星: 我们只是朋友。

7. 男孩: 乖，不会痛的。

8. 女孩: 这是我的第一次。

9. 父母: 我帮你把红包存起来了。

1 0. 欧巴桑: 帅哥…

Saw this on FB, from http://sayitloud.love2funnyshare.com/view/4c8f2fe39c0a8. Decided to translate it because I’m too free during my translation tutorial.

Ten Greatest Lies

1. Student: I never study leh, don’t know why score so high…

2. Emcee: Our guest-of-honour will now say a few words.

3. Boss: I will not forget your contribution to the company.

4. Employee: I will quit tomorrow!

5. Merchant: Selling below cost, last day already!

6. Celebrity: We’re just friends.

7. Boy: Relax, it won’t hurt.

8. Girl: It’s my first time.

9. Parents: We’ve put your angbao money in the bank already.

10. Aunty: Hey handsome…

Its by this webbie; http://jeremysng.wordpress.com/2010/10/12/ten-greatest-lies/

Feelings

2011-02-12T12:29:00.002+08:00

Im not worthy to the club. Since its you who pushes me away. What can i say?

I don't want to be subcom. I admit i cried, not because im surprised. I felt im incapable from the words you all said. I cant pretend not knowing what i have heard nor what i have seen.

I don't know what should i do? I dont wanna lose the friendship, but its hurt that you guys backmouthed me. So what should i do? Clarify? Quarrel?
Instead of telling me, you told others my bad...

I wanted to trust you guys. But the moment i trust, the words pop inside my mind. Betray. I never felt once so badly before. The actions you all did, make me feel invisible, like i never existed. Even if im missing, no one knows. Even if im died, no one knows.

Somehow deep inside my heart, i felt scared. And i have no one to tell. Im such a failure in everything i do.

2011-01-24T01:44:00.003+08:00

I need a bear hug badly:(
And i know if i hug someone now, i sure cry like tsunami.

And I hope this is the last time i will be crying. I really hope so.

i hate it.
i dun like to use the word hate. it sounds not nice.
if i have no choice, i have to use it.
You hurt me badly.
and now i will slowly take step by step to climb up.
My BIG problem lies on my low self-confident.

2010-12-18T01:41:00.000+08:00

I hate you.

2010-12-06T01:14:00.001+08:00

I seriously hate you.

Fainted

2010-12-02T22:48:00.002+08:00

I took my first step to become a doner. Blood donation happened this morning.. The painkiller is really pain. But after the big huge needle was going to poke in, i thought it would be very pain. But arent. Im arent the strong front look you seen during the normal days. Cause i actually fainted while waiting for vanessa and after talking to Kent.

It was really wow. I didnt felt the-fainted-moment but i later found out i was on the ground trying to pick myself up.. Hearing the nurse saying dun get up, but i ignored her and got up. I dont know why. I thought i was dreaming, but arent. Im trying very hard to open my eye and not to fall asleep. Because i have this thought in my mind. I thought im die-ing at the very moment.

Thanks God. It was just a illusion.. Im fine now. Fainted and vomitted twice. Once after i gotten my rest, the another one is before lunch.

There's a red dot and some bruises. I hope this is normal:)

It's my first time.
First time faint.
First time donating blood.
How weak am i? :(

2010-11-21T23:56:00.002+08:00

"How i wish there's really a rainbow waiting for me after the dark clouds"

I'm not the type that i can express out. But someday, if i cant take it, i will brust my tears out. I told myself again and again that i shouldnt be that weak..
But im really not those can put words out from my mouth easily. And somehow, i wondered if i really say out. Will it spoilt our friendship? I dun want that. Is not that i do not want to tell. Is just that i dont know how:(

Is not that i want to be sensitive. Im not a good friend. I just dont know how to express my care and concern to them..

i can just sit down and listen to the conversation.
i can just sit down and think alot and not listening.
i can just sit down and daydreaming.
i can just sit down and stone.

im tired to be alone. everytime i recall, tears rolled down immediately.
i know i shouldnt be thinking that much. im not petty. im just sad.
im not those i can interact with. im scared the words come out from my mouth will hurt you.
i really want to treasure the relationship. can you tell me how? :(
how i wish i can just run off. but i know i can run off forever.

Friendship.

2010-11-19T22:19:00.002+08:00

"What is friendship? Is it a rose or a thorn? Is it love or is it hate? Is it it something that we could just walk by? Friendship to me is something that should be known.. Like a bird helping its mate with the nest building. Friendship to me is something that i am treasuring. I know, i know i have not many friends in real life. And people backstab me. My real life "friends" dont care enough. To at least ask me to the movies or to at least visit."

"There's nothing as nice as someone who shares, your laugher, your secrets, your wishes and cares. Someone who's there through your good times and tears, Who stays by your side as your friend through the years"

"They say a friend is a friend forever. Even in the roughest weather through life's seas are tossed about a friend will be there to help you out. But there are times - It's sad but true - when friendship's flame dwindles in you. The excitement is gone. It's not new anymore and painfully. So we put away friendship with a lock and a key. i just want to say... Don't let that be me. It may not be new but don't let it die i won't if you won't. i won't say goodbye."

Been feeling emo lately. Maybe its due to the surrounding.. Things ain't the same and i can't afford any changes. I mean i can't accept any changes. I didnt meant to tear just now. But i guess its time to say out. But definity not here.

I wondered is my voice that soft. It seems that whenever im talking, no ones is listening. And thats why i dislike talking.. Been talking very less lately. Feel like im way far behind them. I'm tired, just like everyone does.

Being sit with you guys like sitting alone. No ones talk to me, but i guess maybe its good somehow? Can listen to lecture? But i hate to see people whispering in front of me. Its like saying something bad. I know im being sensitive. Who's not?

Can someone teach me? sigh.

Being the odd is not nice at all.

Fate?

2010-10-16T00:23:00.002+08:00

Guess im not fated to have the outing with them. sigh..

Have been standing for long hours. Shall treat good for my leg from now onwards. I even stood for 24 hours straight! wow.

Just received my pay today.
Halfway the day, my phone batt totally went flat! No phone to use.

I saw a Santa Claus today:D And i really like angmo[s] even more. HAHAHA! <3

I still cant find the balance yet.
i dreamt that my friends and i went to find you in brazil. Like scary only.

Voicess

2010-09-04T13:53:00.002+08:00

It's been long since I blogged. :x

I've lost my voice a couple of days ago. It was weird as I didn't shout or mistreat my throat. Guess it's because of lack of sleep the day before? Haha.

I still do not have the mood to study. Everthing I studied, can't be stored in brain for long:( I hope I can survived this round and I'm sure my gpa will drop.

I'm still in the YOG mood...

Evon JiaYou!!

This year is definity not my year. There's no lucky lady.

Camp

2010-06-13T21:49:00.002+08:00

Yippee. 4D3N Camp is over. But i still miss the time we spent in the logistic room. Its the best place out of all. :(

Ohwell. I almost cried during the camp. And i realise im those who will say the things that happened until almost-cry. Its not that i want to say. Its either not the mood or i dont wish to.

*shakehead*

hahas. anyway, there's some videos uploaded by freak in FB. I can be crazy at times. :D Go check out! I bet you can laughed out loud. See it especially when you are sad.

Sick, tests and camp

2010-05-20T00:44:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating nowdays. Was super busy preparing for the upcoming camp:( And not all freshies come. Was super sad about it when i heard that.

And worse of all, i was sick last monday. But was worse on Thursday. The feeling of wanting to vomit but nothing came out is that my tears can roll down after having the 'fake' vomit. And it continue vomit, its like an addiction for me. Of cause i cant compare to Enni. She even admitted to hospital:( was worried for her when i heard that.

And now, i think my nose has spoilt:( Blow until blood came out. And FYI, this is the first time i had nose bleed. But is like only 1 dot. LOL! But seriously eh, i dont have nose bleed before. Even if ball hit my nose, there wont be any nose bleeding. hahahas.

Hmms. I shall end here.

EvonYouw! Please go and study now! Tomorrow you are having 3 tests. Even though 2 tests are open book. But please go study for Security! :((
I cant afford to lose to you. JiaYou Evon!
:(

missing biantai

2010-04-30T22:05:00.003+08:00

awww... i miss biantai:(

its a simple and sweet post.

Pris birthdayy.

2010-04-25T17:11:00.004+08:00

HEY YOS!

HELLO HELLO TO THE QUEEN! :D

Yupss. Today is the Queen's BIRTHDAY! So im here to wish you a Happy Legally Birthdayy! Same age as Shermeen and me le:)) And we had a celebration at Sentosa yesterday for her~

Well, I knew you after your 13 and a half years on Earth:) From daddy -> S's Family de xiaomei -> Laoda -> Dearr.

I still remember your 'milkmilk' thingy! and that irritating 'hey, mickey!' always irritates me. And now are there anymore coming up? hahahs. =/
We moved on from secondary to Poly. We studied together during Olevel period. Lucky, you being posted to TP:D Thanks God. *I dont like MDIS*

And of course, we are here for you when you need us:) especially for the next coming months. When you sad/moody/too stress, tell me yah? I go dabao de awfully chocolate for you:D

And, once again.. HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY DEAR! :D

Last but not least, i will end this post with our picture:)

School

2010-04-21T22:16:00.002+08:00

Its the 3rd day of school today. Was so tired and boring=/ Waking up earlier each day since day 1.

Wow. I cant imaging we are in Year 2 already lar. sigh sigh. sounded so old. Bought most of the books for the semster already. And more to go i guess.

Oh! Today, i saw this malay guy in bus, the 2nd back row seat. He was sleeping and his body was half-ly slanted already when i walked past him and sat at the back. So the driver was making his turn to the bus stop, and we heard this loud 'bom'.

This Malay guy fell to the ground.(somemore his head got hit at the steps there leh!) Normally, after you fall, you will instantly got up. But there is no movement from him. (still lying on the floor) So, this man in front of me was still sitting at his seat until my neighbour asked him to help to get him up.

I think after 3mins, the Malay guy woke up in semi-conscious. Bus driver walked towards him and asked super alot of times; "Are you okie?" , "Do you need ambulance?". Then the Malay guy replied; "ya" And he went back to sleep again =/

I got frighten okay! He was like not moving at all after he fell! And i was thinking ohmy, im watching a dead person? =/ Sorry that i cursed you. But the situation made me thinks that way.

And tomorrow going to be a LONG LONG dayyy.

2010-04-11T23:45:00.005+08:00

- Celebrations -

I'm so sorry about the late post about the farewell party for Ronney and my 'belated birthday'. And of course i got lots of presents on that day which is on the 8th April. Including the people went oversea presents. And thanks for the hard time finding! :DD

And they all are teasing me about that 'crush'. Ohman. I seriously seriously scared dao man. Please please dont mention about him. =X

Okies. Back to the topic. Was out with Biantai except Sharonn:( to Shokodu @RafflesCity. The foods there was awesome. After walking dozens of round around, i finally decided on Pork Katsu something. Cause there aint any food i can eat. Can only eat Pork. (btw, i ate chicken today:) pizza) And thanks freak for playing with me at the kids corner(?) hahhas. And when i came back to the seat, i saw my presentt:D Actually at first didn't see it until i was wondering why my Chestnut water was on the table and i saw the Perlini's Silver bagg. Thanksss! I love it! :D And its star symbol:) Thanks BIANTAIS!! :DDD

You shall see the picturess.

The total presents i received on that day:D
I love presentss:)

This is what WeiSian gave from Taiwan:))
(i haven't eat that shit.)

This is Pris's gift from HK:)))
(I know you love mee!)

HanLin's gift from Cambodia:))
(Fish You! My past favourite line.)

Birthday present from Biantais (Shermeen, Pris, Vanessa, Sharon, HanLin, Ronney, Pong, WeiSian, LeongWei and Pearcesley.)
A Star necklace and a Star Bracelet:))

Another additional to my tortoise collection.
And seriously please dont buy soft toy anymore unless i really really like it. Cause my room is like full of soft toys. And also my mum did theaten me that she will donate the toys out someday.
But anyway Thanks.

Seee what i mean? hahhas. There's still more in the behind cupboard. =/
You will know when you come to my room.
1 Prince, 1 Princess, 2 Babies and a newly-borned brother.

- 9 April -
Went back to TP for FDM meeting. PS. Im late due to the isomia the night before. Tossing around for 1-2hrs till i slept.
Yups. More discussions needed.
Met EnNi. And she gave me her handmade so-called-card. Awesome can! And we watched the 'Clash of the Titans'. I still prefer Percy Jackson and the lighting thief. (i was watching that again with my brother yesterday.) And off we went home-d:)

En Ni's handmade gift for me:))
I think this is the first time someone did a handmade thingy for me.

- 10 April -

Was supposed to go for the YOG thingy with Vanessa. And when we reached TP, and realised we have been scammed. So we chatted over at IT school while eating sandwich and milo (its full of ants okie! But we still drank it after removing them. LOL!)
And off to meet HanLin and Pong for lunch @xiaobawang. Mee Suaaa~ We really went to play mahjong at Joseph house. Was weridd~
Went home with my mahjong tiles.

- 11 April -

Last minute went out today with HuiJi. As you can see from the picture. Yes, we went rollerblading. Ohya. Got my present from her and MinNing and also on behalf of Keith and Pong (pong, next time share 1 present can le:). THankss! lalala. See the picture of the presents below.

So we went to rent Skates. $7 for 2 hours:)) Good offer uh. Seriously, i tell you a joke. Both of us didn't know how to skate. =/ So was like bumping everywhere. And i fell down instantly on my butt. There was a sudden numb and i cant stand up.
HuiJi was like blading to the lamppost for stable and leave me sitting at the floor. And this kind lady came over and gave me a hand. Thanks! <3

Over to the bikes/skates roadside, we both slowly made our way. Then two guys came over to help us to the skating training place. Damn embarrasing~
So we hang over at there until the two guys came back and asked if wanna join them. Agreed and they lead us. I like the train part. HuiJi fell on me and there's scratches over my hands and legs. She got buises. hahas.
I was sweating real hard after the skating. Depart from them, we went Mac to have drinks after returning the skates.

I like this picture:)

I realised its a lengthy post. =/ opps! im sorryy!

2010-04-06T20:50:00.002+08:00

Hello~ :D

Have been going out since friday. The feeling of going out was awesome. Friday went out with parents to eat at Food Palace. And also to pay the English fee.

lalala. Out with WeiLing, Michelle on Saturday. Was planning to eat ice cream buffet @ novena. But Michelle didnt do her homework. It closed down, so we went Sakae Sushi instead. And over at Chocolat(i think i spelled wrong) to have our 4 scroops of ice cream:D

Then we went over to meet Singyee at Somerset (somersalt ehs, weiling:) to go to flea market. My first time at Flea market can. =/ Its a lovely experience. And we are back to tampines and Michelle bought her cup noodles for genting.

Sunday. Was out with Wilburn, Kelly, Milissa and Alvin for dinner @ Suntec. Actually was going for the Souperlicious but end up in Subway. LOL. I shared Cheese Steak Footlong with Milissa. Not bad, quite refreshing. hahas.
After that, we went arcade to play. My arms still aching=/ Cant remember how long since i last exercise. And found ourselves outside tower 4 drinking beer. I dont like. =/

Monday was out with Junyan and his friend, Joshua. The two of them so cute can. I dont know why also. Just find them cute.

This is my 3rd present from Wilburn and Kelly. Thankss! :D and moreover, its my 1st mug as a present.

Didnt go out today:) Cooked cheese macaroni. Too cheesy le. I don't like. =/ Will cook better next time. :D

Taking driving lesson. Hopefully i wont regret about it. cheers:D
but im scared. phew~

Movies again!

2010-03-28T18:29:00.006+08:00

I've been feeling so dizzy nowdays. Mummy told me to wake up slowly, sit on the bed awhile then walked up. I did that today, and i nearly fall off, knockin to the wall and i could only see white. Yesterday too. So i asked mummy, "Will i die from loss of too many blood?" and somemore i didn't replenished blood for the weeks. Sounded like im a vampire. LOL! Hopefully im alright tomorrow. If not, i will sleep all day without walking around.

HAHA! I watched the following movies. And recently i didn't watch any. Was too bored for it. =p

^ I like this show, dive:) Its about a batch of youngster dived. Is Tiao Shui :D Watched from MioTV.

^haha! I didn't know there's 4 stories in this movie. So, i was like so confused about it. But i like the last story cause got BangBangTang inside:) Im not that crazy over them lar. But very funny. 'Wei she me mei you ren ai wo?'
And XiaoJie is botak, cute. OH! there's Ruan Jin Tian in one of the show too. 3rd i think. The 2nd story is nice and sweet:)

They got nice weapons! Damn nice.

Anyway, i watched the Romeo + Juliet, Williams Shakespear in Chinese Version. WOW. Is super weird lar! I wanted to watch the MioTV one but then i couldn't manage to catch what they say. Hoping for English subtitles and it came out with Chinese language. and Everyone is carrying at least a gun within them in the movie.. How cool uh?
And i didn't know Juliet died from gun? Not poison?

i promised myself not to feel sad no matter what.
but sigh. saw the post and sigh.

Porridge porridge and more porridge!

2010-03-26T18:23:00.003+08:00

Did i mentioned i've been eating porridge plus cai xin everyday? My lunch and dinner. =[ The more high class will be pork porridge! :D That is nice cause got pork somemore its home-cooked:))

TADAA~~ my porridge with cai xin!

and today i watched 3 shows. =X My eyesight going to be worse because i keep seeing more than 8 hours a day! ohman..

yesterday i think i watched 2? No idea. hahas. I thought Julie & Julia was nice, but i watch less than half the show. I gave up. It was totally boring! =X NO offence.

Hangover is awesome! :DD

okies. im going to have my dinner now~ :( ohman. porridge, porridge and more porridge to go!!

2010-03-24T23:59:00.001+08:00

Hello!!! ITS MY EIGHTEEN BIRTHDAY TODAY! :DD sounds so weird saying here. hahas. Acutally wanted to put my pic here, but i scared i frighten you guys. hahhas.

Happy Birthday to Wanny, ShiBin, Alexander, Jeremy(vanessa's brother), haikal!! who shared the same birthday as me! :DD

Anyway, this year is a special year for me. Yes, i got chicken poxes to accompany me for the entire day plus my lappy:DD I love her alot!

And of cause i recieve my first present for the day! Didn't really thought they will come can! And i thought it was a joke when tingting called me and ask me to go outside and have a look at the left side. And they SANG birthday song for me! I sweared i really thought it was a JOKE. But when tingting asked me did i see the cake outside there. She scared the candle will blow off.

And there goes my omg! i forget to take a picture outside there. And i realised they were standing at the 13th floor! Weiling's leg suddenly shaked when she talking to me! guess they really frighten does it worked! BUT THEY REALLY DID IT:DD and no wondered michelle called me and asked. But i didnt find anything wrong with it. So ya lor.

And yups. Guess what they bought for me? hahas. A big card, a cheesecake(i cant eat that! so i gave it to my mum), apples, tomatoes?(i saw that, and i asked how to eat it? hahhas), kiwi and two other mixture of fruits, 3 small box of cereal! (i was craving for it a few days ago!), coconut(was damn surprise to see that, reminds me of the CNN), Nata de coco, sweetss and kinder joy!(ohman, i saw this in the advertisement and wanted that tooo), sushi, a apple drink i think? and OHYA! THE CARROTS! i was like why you all buy carrots? think im rabbit ar? hahas, and last but not least. a packet of mushroom soup. Think the three of them was interested in that! cause the whole conversation was about it. hahhas

Ohya. did i mentioned who came? ITs MICHELLE, TINGTING AND WEILING! A weird combination i will never thought of! hahas. THANKS ANYWAY! MADE MY DAY! :DDD Succeeded! Congratulation! :DD

and we talked like for 10minutes plus plus! hahas. im sorrry tingting:D

these are the things they gave! and left outside my house! :D

And yah! I NEED TO THANKS EVERYONE WHO WISHED ME regardness of using which technology! :DDD

through net working(msn/facebook);
weisian, desiree, wanyi, jiaqi, herman, wenfeng, wanny, ken, gregory, junyan, bobo, melvin, ahpong, winnie, Jiacheng, diana, royston, alan, weeting, cherie, samteo, alvinbek, huiqi(nuer), en ni, yiwei, christina, jiawei, seankam, amandalee, joshua, haziq, jianhong, weijie, genevieve, min ning, hanlin, shaohui, shujun, eugene, deborah, huili, baoling, choonkiat, jianxin, jacqueline, huiqi, samliu, chye, yingqi, amos, ivy, robin, darren

kokpern, izzati, lynn, howcher, terenceng, jonathantoh, amandalim, kenelm, rafidah, shermeen, shihui, karen, adelene, chingyan, zachary, kailin, limjiahui, leejiahui, pamelayap, michelletan, liling, chloe, xuanle, ethel, annie, leongwei, leongbin, azleena, hafiz, vanessa, vanessa's brother, weiling, weiloong, joey, jocelyn, guowei, chijun, hanjun, ruwaida, irfan, duojie, puayning, hanwei, kent.

through phone;
keith, ahpong, chloe, huiji(was the first), weiling, en ni, vanessa, jiacheng, shermeen, reid, huiqi(nuer), yueming, sharon, tingting, shengfu, priscilia, ronney, terencekoh, desmond.

ohya! last but no least! THANKS THOSE WHO POST ME ON THEIR BLOGS!! :D im like being feature. hahha! (for now i knew were shermeen, prisdear, vanessa and weiling)

if i miss out anyone, tell me:) cause im not sure about the msn. so yups. THANKS FOR THE WISHES AND I WILL GET WELL SOON! :DD cause most of the msged was get well soon. hahhas.

And yups. I thought i will receive some msg from them but didn't. and for those who know and didn't wish me! ALL THE BEST TO YOU UH! =X

FYI; I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS!!! :((((

And lastly! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF! :DDD lalallala

I don't want to miss a thing

2010-03-23T20:29:00.004+08:00

Oh. I changed my blog song to I don't want to miss a thing by Aerosmith. This song suit my recent mood so i decided to put and to my friends out there! I miss you guys. Really. Althought its a week. Enjoy!

I don't want to miss a thing by Aerosmith

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I Don't wanna close my eyes
I Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing.

Ohya uh. I haven got this excitement yet. =[ My birthday is tomorrow. 3hours and 20mins to the day. Why not 3 hours 24 mins. hahas. Lets see who is the first to wish me. :DD OPPS!

~~Will this put our friendship further and further away?~~

Showss

2010-03-20T15:02:00.012+08:00

Its been a week since i stepped out of my house. Thats really bad. but but i watched alot of shows. =D Ohwell. Finished watching 海派甜心. 10/10!

Followed by 2012. 9/10

And then The Vampire Diaries.
I admit that Paul Wesley who acted as 'Stefan Salvatore' is nice looking:) And the main female lead, Elena Gilbert, is more prettier than Bella in Twilight? =x
The 2 vampire here can shine under the sun with the protection of their ring. They can sex, eat, kiss and do whatever and whenever they want. 9.5/10!

Next is 72 Tenants of Properity.
The show not bad. 7.5/10

And of cause Little Big Soldier.
I guess i give a rating of 8/10. Some part kind of sleepy.
挺好的. hahas

This is a story of a dog for the blind.
This dog is a most clever and smart i can say.
He was sent off to the training for taking the blinds. First he was sent to a so-called dogcare before hes 1 year old. THen he was sent to the training center. Soon after, he was sent to his blind owner. What happen? You can go watch and find out:) 8.5/10

Another dog story. This is a true story. How loyalty can this dog be? ohhman.
FYI, i cried ah. Its a touching one. This dog will wait for this owner back from work outside the train station. I think he knew his owner is dead, and yet, he still continues to wait for 9 years at the same spot! =[ Go watch it if you haven! 10/10!

TVB show;老友狗狗. As you see from the title, its about dog. Taking care of dog and treat them like your friends and not just owner and dog. Dog has feeling tooo. Watch it if you like dogs! And i will give 9.5/10 for this.

The Sniper. I watched this during the week of CNY at my cousin's house while celebrating my grandma's 87 Birthday. Ohwell. Didn't really see this show as playing games with my cousins. hahas. Nice show. 8/10

Thats all i watched until now. =D and currently going to watch HarryPotter. hahas. Any nice movies or show to recommend?! Cause i think i need to stay at home for the next few days.

Ohya. I came across this HTC phone. HTC HD2. Kind of interested in it. And also the Hero.
Not sure which one is better. But the screen here is much more bigger i guess?

I din know i will feel this kind of sadness.
huge one.
when the pictures goes, my tears drop one by one.
people told me there will be another.
but how can i tell myself, "nevermind evon, there will be another one."
when i know i will be missing out all the fun and joys for this time round.
and i know i will definity be left out.
i dun want the feeling again.
it hurts.

I keep telling myself, 'its alright, i will miss this time round. cheer up!'
But the moment i saw, i knew i cant.
im not that strong afterall.

2010-03-20T11:35:00.002+08:00

This is my medicines. =[

If you can see, theres a white long pills [the 5 pills]. I have eaten 10 already:( 5 in A day!! Another one is the pale pinkish pill, is for sorethroat. Suck the pill:) I like.
The small small yellow pill is to reduce my itchyness i think?

When the doctor told me i got chickenpox, i didn't believe it lar. I mean like why suddenly will i have this. SO sudden you know. Plus before i went to see doctor alone, i saw my face in the mirror. Instantly, i cried:( I thought was some insect bitting my back and hands. Until my kor told me my face have it also.

I think my face is getting better:) thats a good newss. ^^

CHicken pox

2010-03-18T20:32:00.004+08:00

sigh.

I cried the whole afternoon:( Just because of the Chickenpox. Why does it come at this period of time?! That means i cant celebrate my 18th bday. *shake head*

:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

i wondered is the heavy rain, rained just for me?
i will take it as a YES.
Seeing me so pathetic with tears covered the whole face.
I know it cant be true.
but somehow, this rain made me felt that im part of the world.

Maybe its not just chickenpox,
its just a relieve stress for me.
i know crying doesnt solve any problems
but i just wanna cry out loud.
i must be crazy.

i so wanted to go to the chalet.
somemore its my closest friends there.
how can i miss out the fun?! :(
and i know i cant be that selfish.
thats why i decided not to go despite the temptations.
and yet im thinking what is happening there.
maybe without me, they will be more happier. sigh

IT Fair!

2010-03-15T12:39:00.003+08:00

My both poor legs are hurting. Been working the past 4 days in IT Fair. I only managed to sell 18 products in the 4 days. But its really a good experience lor. Since its my first time working in the fair:) Got to know difference types of people. Poeple can just ignored you and walked off and they just like to find troubles.

The best answers i get was 'I can afford it' and 'my bill is not i pay one'. This answer more best ar, 'my bill is $6000, how to save?'. And the most common one is 'i bought already'. *shake head*

New friends:)
Ohya! i got back my results. Wasn't that good:(

Thursday got to go chalet already. Doesn't have the excitement yet:x

lalala. im going to bake macadamia cookies:)

2010-03-08T18:42:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday kor! :DD

Yesterday went out to have a advance celebration for kor and me with family. :D Near the Kambargan there. The mian xian there is nice!!

:DD
Im like sweating everyday. And i hope tml will rain! :D Hopefully my words will come true like a few days ago. :D

TeoHeng

2010-03-05T23:17:00.002+08:00

Went TeoHeng today for celebrating niang's advance birthday since shes going back hongkong soonn. Willl miss her de!

And so many people going overseas! ohman! Gonna miss them real soon! Like Priss, Ronney, HanLin. Heard that Weisian also going too. awww!

Had a great singing session with them [Niang, Vanessa, Sharon and Enni]. xD will upload the picss soon.

Pictures timee

2010-03-02T22:58:00.001+08:00

Chingay @ T1:)

I like this Unicorn:)

WenSu’s 21:)

I regretted not taking more photos.

Happy 21st, WenSu! :D

Just wanna say

2010-02-26T22:10:00.002+08:00

I JUST WANNA SAY IT'S HOLIDAYYYY!!! WOOTS! CLAPS FOR ME! =D

This is my 2nd time studying so hard for exam and might be more worse than the Os. Studied 10 Chapters in a day for Intht. However, i only managed to memorise most of it. The paper today is like omg. I dun think i can pass. =[ Esfac was alright, some careless i guess. That applied to Emath and TBP too. Suck. But hopefully my gpa wont dropped too much!

and all i can say this week is the one of the worse week out of the Year 1. The worst week is just a few weeks ago and i nearly had breakdowns. And can you imagine?! My FIRST year in poly is just like that. GONE! And i cant imagine i will have juniors cum freshies coming this year april. And i will become Junior. That's remind me the joke i said about Junior. =X

And i know Year 2 is going to be more tougher than what i had gone through. But well, i guess i can do it! =D

And yups. my blog is back. hahaha! Welcome me!! =D

breakdown

2010-01-21T01:10:00.002+08:00

Im going to have a serious breakdown very soon if things aren't going good.

No matter how much i wanted, things always dont go the way i want. I guess this is a test from the God to me. I'm not doing a good job so far. Projects are due-ing soon. Like Hcde, sociol essay and group presentation. Even thought is like only 3. The stress can be compare to 5-6 projects stress.

How i wanted to complaint about them! But what can i do? Complaint doesnt make things go well. But i know in this way i can relax abit. I SERIOUSLY SWEAR I DON'T LIKE HER FROM THE START! I SO WANTED TO SCOLD VUGARITIES AT HER!

I just cant control myself again. The feelings are back again. More negative thinkings are flashing through my mind. This make me more emo. Im not giving any attitude but i just cant control! Maybe next time i will just walked off instead. I just feeling so alone.

Plus im still sick. The feeling of wanting to vomit but cant is pathetic! The stomach will feel weird. Had been like this for a week already. Plus i think i can faint anytime!
Had been sleeping late for the past few days. Thats why i cant remember how did i slept when i was watching tv in the living soon and the next moment i found myself lying on bed! Its a long nap for me, from 8 plus to 12am.

Can God bless me? How i wish i can survive through this period of time!
Im so wanted to go Korea, Seoul. Can i? =D

working, projects.

2010-01-18T07:37:00.002+08:00

HIHI!

Its been long since i blogged out. Have been very very busy nowadays. Rushing out for projects and working in the weekends.

Lucky Intht was over! And not forgetting psps too! Now left with HCDE, Sociology. Going to rush out the essay but simply i dun have the concept yet. Still at the context. =[ MY ENGLISH F9 liao wor. =[

And group project for sociology. I did a baseline for them le. All they need is find out the movie line:) JiaYou bah! And is like finally got their no. le.
HCDE. Gonna discuss sooon:)

Has been thinking alot nowadays. =[

OH! And i've been sick for a week! Real wow. Headache + severe flu + sorethroat + some part of the body is stiff like dunno what lor especially the neck and shoulder area. =[ + acne between nose and mouth there. FIRST TIME! FIRST TIME AT THERE! Like so kang kong. + late sleep wor. Almost 2am slept everyday.
Cant blame. Was kinda tricked by JunYan. Thought submitting the PPT that wednesday. But not lar! hahas.

I got to go prepare! Going JunYuan Sec. now! =D

Xiaxue's proposer

2010-01-03T01:03:00.002+08:00

Okie. I know im slow ah. But i still so WANTED to blog this out! Xiaxue's bf, Mike, propose to her! Its like so sweet! :)

And i cant believe her BF is like so wow! Came all the way from USA to Singapore just to see XiaXue after 5 months of chatting on internet without anyone knows.

Read this!
The Love Story
and the proposal video!

So sweet can!

Last day of 2009

2009-12-31T00:00:00.003+08:00

There's so much thing happen on 2009. And its coming to the end. A new year is arriving at 12am. Hopefully its a great year ahead!
Shermeen is celebrating over at HK. Gonna miss her! or will even forget that she will be in HK later in the morning. Time flies!

This year is a wonderful! However, there's always bad moments. Nevertheless, gonna summarize.

First time ...
1) to celebrate new year with my friends. Was with ChangHui, KokSoon, JiaCheng and Louis. =]]
2) to have earn over a thousand dollars on my own:)
3) taking O'level results. also the last time too!
4) entering Polytechnic.
5) to Sentosa with N902! I remember its labour day! 2nd time with Biantais. =]]
6) having a own lappy using my own money.
7) Cried in front of the class because of my hp.
8) hugging a girl for so long! YueMing!
9) to marina barrage for picni!
10) having a twin nephew! someone is 23march.
11) treat Biantais:)
12) Went ECP to cycle! =]
13) play pingpong!
14) went K with keith and tingting and jiacheng! ahpong went before le. so yah.
15) 4e4 guys too! all sing so old de song! lols

I think im laming ah! But its trueeee.

Its a memorable year:) I like the Biantai's chalet! :) Every moment with them:) And im happy to get into this super duper nice class, N902! =D

My New Year Resolutions
1) Fill up the milk bottle!
2) Do finish my PROJECTSSSS!
3) spend more time on family and friends!
4) Learn more new things!
5) Be more Joker!!! hahaha! [just kidding:)]
6) Get organised!
7) Cut down! hopefully!

My New Year Wish List!
1) Get a DSLR! you can consider giving it to me also can! =D
2) Get good good result! even thought i think cant already! cause of TBP!
3) A earphone/earpiece!

How about yours? =D

And lastly HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE! =D

2009!

2009-12-30T15:40:00.004+08:00

TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAY OF 2009!!!!!

THERE'S SO MUCH FUN AND TEARS!

Christmas Eve!

2009-12-24T21:41:00.003+08:00

Its Christmas Eve today:) I believe most of the people went Chruch to celebrate today. I didn't celebrate Christmas until Sec 3 i guess? The first time i celebrated was with S's Family. =]
I don't remember i did celebrate Christmas last year. And this time round was with Biantai plus WeiLing, Kailin and TingTing:)

Last year de today was my 1st day of work:)

Christmas is here and it means 2009 is ending soon:( And there's come 2010. Hopefully is a good year ahead! =D

Tomorrow going out i think:)
And i miss my class, N902 and 4e4. And of cause Biantais. =[
School starting this coming Monday too.

Christmas Celebration

2009-12-22T23:19:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, the girls went to my place for baking before attending Shermeen's Christmas Celebration at her house:)

Reached and met WeiSian and Donkey at the void deck. So we went up together. The rest had reached except AhPong and TingTing. So while waiting, we chatted and played with mocha! hahas. SOMEONE got stained by mocha! =X

Anyway, did some mahjong-ing with Pris, Ahpong, Weiling and HanLin after the dinner[kfc plus pizza:)]. Im so so so sorry Prisdear! =[ =X

Gift Exchange time! I got Ahpong's while TingTing got mine! Computer Mouse:)

Today din do anything much. I dont like Sociology:( Especially group work and where you didn't even know a single person in your group:( Dont choose Sociology if you scared alone. So yah. =X and also very boring! =/

I believed in Coincidence:)

Wilburn's hse

2009-12-20T22:37:00.002+08:00

Went out with WeiLing yesterday to buy christmas presents:) hahas. There's so many people buying present from Toy'R'us. They must be very rich le.

Sat down at mac while waiting for ahpong. Weiling's phone is so cool! I want change phone!! hahahas.

Took bus 27 to SengKang and changed train to Kovan with ahpong. Opps! i didn't mean wilburn getting fat. Is because of his shirt lor! =X Anyway, i like his house! =] That's the house i always wanted since im a kid.

The life they got is like so dramatic. sigh! Ohya. Was playing chess with them. I won Alvin twice. One of it was like a few steps only. haha! =D He won me twice too! I used to play with my kor and i always lose to him.=[[

Didn't take note about the time. And we left his house around 12 plus. Took the last bus to Tamp. inter and walked home. =]]

Reached home around 2am. And most surprisingly, my mum didn't scold me. =]

I didn't know Girl can be that slut.
'They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.'

Marina Barrage

2009-12-15T23:38:00.002+08:00

I didn’t know Marina barrage can be that beautiful! I hope i can go again soon. =D The scenery is awesome. I like!
Have a class picnic at Marina Barrage yesterday. Vanessa came my house for cooking. =D And im really kind of looking forward. And later Sharon came and we suppose to meet the class at 3pm while we finish cooking at around 2plus. Was late.
Saw Jiangmama and her niece. She ask her to call us aunty!
Was slapped by Vanessa and Sharon while they dancing! Yet they was laughing at me.
And i want fly kite! Samatha, En ni and me was tired after a kite session. I still haven play with kite before wor!
Going CP tomorrow. =D looking forward.

P.S Anyone wants buy me DSLR as a Christmas gift? hehe.

Every words i read, my heart ache.

2009-12-14T00:29:00.002+08:00

my kor's cookies plus mine turtle! saw it?!

Mine. =D

22hour camp

2009-12-13T23:28:00.003+08:00

Hihi. Im back from the 22 hours camp. Didn’t have the chance to sleep. But its a great camp! minus off those lectures were great!
Same group with ChingYan and YueMing. =D Lunga. And somehow everyone only understand ‘Langa’
I love the games! Think our group didn’t get wet throughout the last game, before the monopoly one. So cool right?! =D I hardly get wet throughout the whole camp. Sweat counted?

We did a record of 7s for the design concourse that game. The one to get out PingPong balls. =DD I love my group~~
There were this game with the hula hoop one. Two people were to throw the hula hoop to the rest of the group sitting or standing in front of them. So i was the one who sat down from the back. So left the 3 of us. I got it and the two of them next to me is next. To my surprise, the hula hoop is thrown to my side again! So they had to throw again. So i leaned to another side. And you know what! Next hula hoop is coming my direction again! I was like no way! me again?!! Everyone laugh lar! Another person throw. And yes! It’s me again! Very zhun lor them. And i got hit by the hula hoop. So i got 4 on me whereas the rest got only 1. So i ask the two of them to stand instead of sitting so they can throw to them. So lucky, no me le. =D

Learned a new dance steps. Kind of difficult! And we danced TP mass dance and xi shua shua and also chicky dance plus TP song!!! AWESOME!!! Its like so long since i danced that. =DDD
And i still feel sick during the camp because of my flu.

After the camp, went home to bath and sleep. But I slept while waiting for my mum to come out from the bathroom. Awake 2hours later and back to bath. =D And went back to sleep! LOL! Woke up at around 9.30pm to watch tao hua xiao mei, lucky got my mum to call me up for dinner. =DD

Did some baking today with a sudden pop in help from my kor. =D And we did the cookies together. He made some shit and cakes. =X hahaa! And i made a turtle! =DD And its a success!

Tomorrow’s picnic for N902! =D

New Moon

2009-12-11T00:33:00.002+08:00

Holiday! here i come~~~
LALALALA! =D

Finished term test today. cool cool. quite easy ah but i din mange to finish all. =X At least im sure i can score well for it!
After that, a date with Vanessa for New Moon! =D We were lucky enough that we can go in immediately after we've reached.

Jacob is handsome when his hair is short! Cant recongize him when hes out with the short hair. I didn't mean that hes not handsome when his hair is long. Just like what Chingyan say; he got his charm with the long hair. And he got 8 pac! I was like WOW. Edward also but looks like fake one. =X He's too white!!! Overall, i think its nice nice. =D Even though i read halfway through the book. =/

This is the first lucky thingy happened today. The rest was bad.

First, someone sat my seat. She's cute cause she told me her seat no. is 36. And mine also ah. So she went to check her room. Wrong room! hahas.

Next, my phone rang in the middle of the test. =X I only saw four heads turning to me. Oh well! It's the MSN ringtone. Lucky enough, the teacher was not in the room for that moment. =D Super embarressed!

For the third thing, i shall not enclosed. Someone knew it. =X It's something unglam.

well well, tomorrow is the camp! Hopefully it turn out well cause have to stay the whole night without sleeping. =D

flu

2009-12-09T12:45:00.002+08:00

Im having flu for the past 3 days already. It did not get well but getting worse.

2 down and 1 last paper to go tomorrow! Which is esfac ah. Hopefully it is much more easier than the two paper. And there’s goes my holiday! =D And camp after that. Followed by class outing. I was preparing cup noodle for my lunch on monday. And i spilled the hot water over my hand. Guess its alright already. phew~ no burnt scar.

And i think i better go study le.

Things aren’t going the right way.
i don’t like the feeling of being left alone.

TIme for miracs - Adam Lambert

2009-12-04T19:07:00.001+08:00

Time For Miracles - Adam Lambert

Its late at night and I cant sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I cant breathe thinking
of your smile

Every kiss I cant forget
This aching heart aint broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cos I know this flame isnt dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that maybe
its time for miracles
Cos I aint giving up on love
You know that mabe its
time for miracles
Cos I aint giving up on love
No I aint giving up on us

I just wanna be with you
Cos living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped
inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart aint broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cos I know this flame isnt dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that maybe
its time for miracles
Cos I aint giving up on love
You know that mabe its
time for miracles
Cos I aint giving up on love
No I aint giving up on us

Baby can you feel it coming?
You know I can hear it,
hear it, the souls
Baby, you feel, they feel you
You know its time

Baby, maybe its time for miracles
Cos I aint giving up on love
You know that maybe its
time for miracles
Cos I aint giving up on love
You know maybe its time
for miracles
Cos I aint giving up on love
No I aint giving up on us
I aint giving up...
No. No I aint giving up on us

sociology test

2009-12-01T13:09:00.001+08:00

Just finish my sociology class test yesterday. wow! its like i forget everything i learn. Oh well. But its not that difficult lar. 1 paper is down. =D Left Emath, TBP and esfac.

Hopefully i can understand TBP and memorise it! =X

And im at engine canteen 1 playing stress with enni! hahahaha.

Since term test is coming. And i’ve changed my background as “you should be studying!” hopefully its useful! hahahahas.

Rainbow

2009-11-27T23:27:00.001+08:00

How sweet is the God. I woke up from a nap while taking bus 27 from airport to home. The moment my eyes are open, the first thing i saw is a rainbow. =D

Went airport for project meeting. Oh well, cant really say is a meeting. Just a meet-up i guess. And seriously i hate culture! I just cant find anything about it lah. =[ Maybe im too stupid already. Hais…

like what i say ‘culture make me crazy!’ I just cant understand~ and im stuck with what they told me.

I’m so useless.

:)

2009-11-23T22:07:00.002+08:00

I had 2 BAD dreams. I cant considered another one as BAD i think cause i told En Ni and ChingYan and they actually laughed! I don’t know why. That’s the 2nd dream i dreamt. As friday [20 Nov 09], im going out with En Ni to flyer then to eat dinner with Vanessa and ChingYan also. Then i dreamt the plan of the day has changed. Totally changed! First i dreamt the five of us (En Ni, Sharon, Vanessa, ChingYan and me) went to Vivo City. They excluding En Ni and me went to Sentosa for don’t know what lah. Then i asked EnNi; “Sentosa can go Flyer meh?” She replied; “Ya, can! lets go buy ticket.

Was at the machine there. EnNi suddenly changed to WeiLing sia! I don’t know why. The machine changed to neoprint that kind. We both like playing with it. And when the photo is printed, WeiLing is gone! She then msged me; “hey, i go first. I’ve printed a picture of you and me. You take it okay? and the rest pass it to me.”

Then suddenly the scene changed to Downtown. My CDS classmates pop out. LOL! [quite surprising] They asked me where im going. And realised i didn’t bring out my camera for the flyer trip. Wanted to cycled back home to take but was lazy and i thought i cant make it on time. And i really really scared that i cannot meet them. But i think i woke up already.

The first dream is real bad! I dreamt someone is dead. =[ That someone is once a closed friend. I don’t want to lose him. =[ And the first thing i thought is… i won’t be able to see him online. The scene is like the whole batch of us crying in front of his coffin. And i was wondering can i really say it here?? it’s the first time.

Ohwell! Next… Today is a happy day. LilyLim. LOL! She’s a weirdo! I think the whole class cannot tolerant her la! Her nonsense!

i don't want to lose anyone. =[
is there a possible way?
im getting tired.

phone dropp!

2009-11-17T00:43:00.003+08:00

Having CCN on friday, the thirteen. Its a bad day for me. =[ Firstly, i dropped my phone. Actually drop the phone is alright for me, but i lost the pen thingy and my touch screen cannot work after that. I cried:( Secondly, hard to sell coconut. =[ and something happen later on. It a sequence of bad things come out. Didn’t have the mood after my phone dropped.

Had a long day.

Saturday. Went out for project. Nice:) I like the view!

Sunday. Went out with WeiLing to service my phone at simei. Walked at pet safari, i like Japanese spilt[wrong spelling i think?] And i dun like to service my phone cause warranty just over 2months only. I WANT AINO! Need to pay 120dollars just for the screen sia! =[ Its the 2nd time. And in return, i accompany her to eat Chicken Rice and hunt for her Lime Leaf. And she found it at the ColdStorage! =D went homed after that! Then went out to help my kor to pass something to her friend. lmao!

Then you know what?! I ate prawn in the middle of the night because of my kor. Recently, he keep prawn-ing. So he suggested want to eat when he come back[it was like 2plus?]. Still alive la! I got frightened when the prawn is jumping! *phew* im still alive. hahaha! Kor did the cooking and i did the washing. lol!

Monday. Guess we had addicted to Old Maid and poker! LOL LOL! okay. tomorrow going help out in TPrawks and need to get to school at 8.30am! Yet im still here awake. =X My eyebag getting woah~

FYI; my phone is ready for collection! So fast~

FYI; I SAW ELVIN NG AND OU XUAN! And i think i saw Dai Yang Tian also! =D At my house there de coffeeshop! Cool right!? I was eating halfway when i actually saw Elvin first. And i turn and ask my mum; 'mi, is he the mediacorp one? the shuai shuai one!' My mum say; ' ehh... ya lor! is him!' I was damn high liao! Because he damn shuai la! I manage to take his side and backview only. =[

BYE! NIGHTS! =D
don’t miss me!

Ou Xuan!

Elvin's backview~!

Elvin!

Dai Yang Tian i guess?

2009-11-13T00:31:00.002+08:00

Did i say i wanted to have this Polariod Camera before?! I wanted it a long long time ago when i first watched MVP Valentine. The male lead uses this type to take the photograph of this cat and deliever it to the female lead every morning after they broke up. So sad la! =[

This is the old type de i think but not the oldest.

This is much newer i guess? And there's another one look likes normal camera too! How do i know got this camera? Firstly, is because of Christina. Next is my kor's chalet that day. He lent from his friend. Like so coincidence can.
I want one! =D Anyone want buy for me?

Next is the big big camera. Much more professional type de. I also wanted this too but because last time i thought too big not good to carry around. but now i guess got much more smaller one. I also want one! =D

JianHong got this! and the resolution is like so awesome can! =D love lovess!

Ohman! Im going to broke soon. I need to work and save money! Need to buy alot of things like ...
1. Polariod Camera.
2. the Professional Camera
3. Lappy case
4. Ipod touch for my kor
5. Piggy bank. But not pig! I want is the milk bottle de. Small one. Anyone has?

I think still got. But forget le. =D hehe.

FYI; FDM is addicted to poker cards!
FYI; I wanted to donate blood! The feeling is like so great i guess? Can help people.

Shortage of memory!

Happy Birthday~

2009-11-10T23:55:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday DuoJie! =]]

And last but not least, Happy Birthday kor! =D

Attend his 21st b`day celebration on Saturday,7Nov09. But i stayed there for 3days and 2 night. =D

Went over to the chalet on Friday midnight and woah, my dakorkor actually misplace his car key inside the boot. LOL! Called the locksmith to come. Super gong la him.

Anyway, reach there and choose the room. =D And tadaa, i slept liao. =X

Morning went back to TP to help out in the D’s cup Badminton:) Fun and so sorry. Keep saying the wrong thing. Arghhhh. Thanks for the help for who helped me! Ended at around 1plus and went back to clubroom to do the model making thingy. =] Did until 4 plus and had our late lunch. Ohwell, i forget what we ate. OH! MEESUA and the Chicken! =D I like it. And then i went back to downtown Wanted to exchange the mini speaker with the linkpoints but then due to some technical problem so did manage to exchange. Was thinking should i? Cause the speaker still need charge de. Weird leh. Should i?

Went to buy charcoal and waited for my kor to fetch me to the chalet. OHohoh! Waited for him like almost 2hrs. Reached the chalet was like WOAH! So many cars~ And this particular car pissed us off. Arghhhh! SHoooo la! This is the first time i see jam till like that. So many people celebrate bday ah. Rot until my cousins came. =]

Sang birthday song and ya, you know. Birthday treats. I’ll show you. =D And some idiotic person ruin the whole mood there la! Not to mention the name and i can say its not your birthday you care for what! WTH la~ Ohwell… Shoo~

Seee~ =X

Did some cleaning after most of the people are gone. Im a good girl. =D Slept at around 2plus. ttired~

Did i say? Yesterday, I actually scratched my finger to save a bubble tea! How stupid am i. And i had to bath my hair using 1 hand. But at least i can drink the bubble tea – Oreo Chocolate + Oreo:)

Finally a pic to end th is post.

well

2009-11-05T22:33:00.001+08:00

Today had HCDE lab work 1. Cool uhs, at first i dunno what to do lah. But soon everything went smooth. Din manage to finish it. The chair!! Think i have phobia drawing it le. =[ Still, I prefer acads.

After class, went to T1 accompany Enni as she went for work. So, sharon and me bought the icecream. Cookies and Cream for her and Spotty dog for me. Awesome:) Ohya! And it was raining heavily when we reached CP. And i wore my this stupid slippers, no friction one. I walked super slow and carefully while they all run down the slope. Vanessa say im like dancing Indian’s dance. LOL!

Then we was walking along the corridor, i accidently SLIPPED and tadaaa. I FELL! Ya! You din see wrong. I FELL DOWN!! And the first reaction when you going to fall down is to grab something mah. Then Vanessa was in front of me so the first instinct is grabbing her bag, but it seems like i cant reach it. =X! So ya~

Then took bus 72 back home. =]

Sharon’s bday

2009-11-01T23:10:00.000+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday, Sharon! =]]

Had her birthday advance celebration on Friday. Kinda so called a surprise party for her. =]] Successfully bah although she saw us. A lappy case was bought to her by us. Hope she can use it and love it!:) Black Forest Cake too!

For more information, you can take a look at Shermeen’s or Prisdear’s. =D

Im pissed off by a bus driver. Omg lor i tell you. Saturday night was raining so heavy with the lighting and thunder i guess? I went out with my mum, so was going to take 72 back home from interchange. We JUST missed the bus and waited at the queue there. Then this bus parked in FRONT of us. In front leh! The rain like splashing directly on us can!! thanks to his bus. like wth. In the shelter also kanna drenched! =.= Because of this stupid driver!

Anyway, went out to swim with HuiJi while MinNing went for a run. PS: prispris, when can we swim together? hahas. After swimming, went to mac and eat. And wait for WeiLing to come. Off to Ehub while Min Ning went home to do homework. JiaYou! Helped my kor to print photos for his 21st bday. =] I’m so good!

Oh! took bus with WeiLing and HuiJi took MRT back. WeiLing and me regretted sitting down. Cause of the smell. =X Then we changed place. LOL! yah yah.

School tml. sian! =X And im like so slack now. Someone motivate me please~ =[

happy girl

2009-10-29T22:36:00.000+08:00

hohoho!

Went for cds yesterday. Was alright but bored. Luckily, there’s someone same class as me, Rui Hsing. =] If not, i can be a loner there. hehe. The feeling was like woah when i saw his name in the class list.

There’s a special feeling appear when i see someone i know out from nowhere. =] The special feeling is kinda happy one. So, let me see more of you guys. =] There’s always this two guys i saw almost everyday. Isit coincidence? o.o

And today like i know de suddenly say hi to me cause they normally don’t say hi. Like phyills, alvinbek, joses, the almost-everyday-saw the guy[FYI, i dunno his name], and the gpa guy[PS. before that i keep see-ing him and find him familar. but didn’t know who is he. and finally i know but forget his name le]. I was like so high. Saying about Joses, saw him at the engine photocopier shop yesterday, he didn’t recognised me yet he recognise me today.

Yesterday also! like Jonas. Saw him twice, west mac and TM. Both of us gives that surprise face. LOL!

Tomorrow having duty. Come find me! =D

Evon is a happy girl today. =D at least.

Dream

2009-10-27T01:21:00.002+08:00

hoho.
I had 2 dream not long ago. The first one was i dreamt of AhPong and Kent work at Crocodile together. I was surprise to see them. LOL! weird. And i think after that, i went to find the person in charge, think should be Eilleenjie[i think i spelt wrong], Asking can i work anot and tadaa. I woke up.

Another one is a nightmare. I dreamt of ZOMBIES chasing me and my friends! Then i forget le. I remember got Vanessa and Sharon. But i dunno why zombies chasing us for what. =[ And i woke up with sweats.

And i think i sprained my neck again. Due to no pillow to sleep on for days. =X My head will feel numbness whenever i cough. =[

PS; i like my hair today. Kinda straight for my fringe.

tvb shows

2009-10-26T00:17:00.001+08:00

I just finish two TVB Shows not long ago. One of them is the 絕代商驕.

演員

黃子華 (飾麥提爽), 佘詩曼 (飾林淼淼), 李綺虹 (飾佘慕蓮), 許紹雄 (飾唐吉), 謝天華 (飾安祖連), 陳國邦 (飾林木森), 張國強 (飾何問天), 曹敏莉 (飾華翹), 陳山聰 (飾童一本), 白彪 (飾林忠齊)

I like 黃子華! His acting is awesome. Well, in this show, he’s very very very smart in doing business! Real smart!

Watch it!! =]

Another one is 古靈精探B.

演員
郭晉安 (飾于子朗), 郭羨妮 (飾邢晶晶), 胡定欣 (飾邢珮珮), 郭政鴻 (飾張正義), 陳美詩 (飾羅柏芝), 阮小儀 (飾蘇碧), 高皓正 (飾高才生), 羅仲謙 (飾詹樹邦), 冼灝英 (飾謝小鳳)

郭晉安, the male lead. Another male actor i admire.

This show is about murder cases. There’s no case that 于子朗 cant solve without his super power. Go watch if you free:)

Next is the story ‘I believe you’ by LowKayHwa, a singaporean author. I like his story even thought there’s quite a number of vulgarities in it. Overall, the plot is sweet and nice. I remembered i introduced this story book to the whole class during Secondary school. Cant remember which year. Because the English teacher, think is Mrs Daniel[opps think i spelt wrong], told us to prepare a book to recommend the class. tadaa! The first book i read is ‘Destiny’s cries’. Nice plot too. but i dun like the ending.

Yesterday woke up with headache and stomach-flu i guess. It was unbearable but much more better than the stomach-pain i had the last week. Today was much more horrible. =[ Din manage to finish my lunch and dinner is like half of what i ate normally. Hopefully tml will be better.

For all sec 4Es and 5Ns. All the best for tomorrow's English paper! =] And the rest of the paperS!

Do you realise we are not as close as last time? =X

There’s nothing i can do. But i hope i can clarify asap.

‘In love, there’s only love or don’t.’

hehe. long post.

2009-10-22T01:44:00.001+08:00

its been 10 DAYSS since i last blogged! ohwell. Im too lazy to blog. Anyway, just a short brief ehs. =D

I really forget did i go out last week.

16 Oct 2009, Friday

AhPong day! =D

Went out to TP to play Table Tennis. Played until 6-7plus in the evening. super long i guess?! Have fun~ Learned how to spin the pingpong. Thanksss HanLin! And i still trying in process. I still cant whack back pearcesley’s service. =[ Went home to bath and out to meet ahpong and Pearcesley at 9 plus. In the end, im late again! oppps!

Took Mrt to bugis to meet HuiJi first. =D Went illuma first while waiting for JiaCheng to come. In the meanwhile, we was planning how to smuggle pearce in. Came out alot of plans. And its all from me. And we choose the most simple way. Watched Phobia2. OMG! the sound effect super awesome can. Eyeeerrr~

Took night bus back:) quite fast~ and its my first time coming home that late. Almost 4 i guess? but i slept at 5. =[ Cant sleep.

17 Oct 2009, Saturday.

Went off to meet ahpong at afternoon. And i woke up at 10am to pei my mum to 800 plus. =[ tired~ Off to Alvin’s house. His room is nice. i like the design. Simple~ Played Mahjong after eating lunch at Northpoint. [HuiQi~ i went the Japanese foodcourt to eat. =D] I got frighten by the candle’s light. I thought why suddenly the staircase got flame. lol! But i still stay calm:) Sang birthday song for ahpong. =] Sweet leh, ahpong. First time i heard guys sing. hahhaha!

Went home after that. Can i say here? they spoilt their image in my mind. =[ But still disappointed.

19 Oct 2009, Monday.

First day of School! Cool?? Nah~

Very bored can! I dun like the modules for this semester. Either the tutorial/lecture talks very fast or speak very slow. Especially Emath![refering to tues] Omg lah. Cannot comment already.

Went dinner with Biantai. =]]] Nice. At JusAsia. And i need to go downtown again~

And i want to say sorry to Pris. Sorry Pris. =[

21 Oct 2009, Wednesday.

Didn’t attend any lessons due to LOA. Cause its engine week and our course has organised a some sort of workshop for Sec 2s and 3s from Pasir Ris Sec and Siglap Sec respectively. I did totally mess for the morning shift. =[ Feel bad. Nevertheless, the 2nd one is successful for me.

And i just realised. Last Semester i had MC on the 3rd day too. And this Semester i had LOA on the 3rd day too. Coincidence? =D

Seriously, i dun want to miss my cds class:( Saw Reid at the bus-stop and we dragged him to walk with us to my house there to take 72. hehe. papa is cute!:) And we actually witness a couple quarrelling opposite. Both were shouting loudly, the girl was standing far apart from the guy. [is like a small slope, the girl on the slope while the guy on the platform.] Then the girl was running away from him after shouting loudly; “don’t want!” the guy chased up and grabbed her. Super fierce.

Out of nowhere, a guy shouting to them. Something like i want to report police. Then the guy crossed the road and shouted at the man. “im quarrelling with my girlfriend. why you want to report police?” Something like that lah.

The girl keep running to the bus stop. I saw the stretches on her arm. =[ And i thought the girl is pretty but it didn’t turn up to what i imagine. Same to Reid also. =X And we even think the scene we saw is like the guy want rape the girl but she doesn’t want and keep running. =X Im still in the curious mood. hahaa!

i dun like the tummy pain i got it last week. Think i ate the wrong thing. Thats why. It took me 4 days to recover from it. =[ The first day was unbearable! Even pills cant help it.

And my room is like no bed frame and the small table had been removed by dad as from the request from me. Currently sleeping with my parents. =D

i want sleep le. goodnight! =D

18 Chefs

2009-10-11T21:14:00.001+08:00

101009, Saturday.

Have you heard of anyone bakes in the middle of the night? Ohwell, im one of them. Was assisting my kor to bake Oreo Cheesecake. From midnight to 4 plus in the morning. I asked him why he suddenly want bake. He never say. Slept after putting the cake in the fridge.

Woke up at 9am and off to meet Shermeen, Vanessa, Ahpong, LeongWei, Sharon and HanLin. Was late as usual. Make our way to Simei and its still early. Went Pet Safari and off to arcade. Then to 18 Chefs to have our lunch. Pris came and worecam-ing again.

Took Mrt to Pasir Ris while Pris dropped off at Tampines. Walked over to Ehub to have bowling. While waiting for our turn, we went to the top floor to have give presents. Pearcesley didn’t manage to come. So cant give him but we went to meet him after bowling. I think its my first time to get above 100 for bowling.

And LeongWei was like learning what the guy, who is beside us, is doing. LOL! Hilarious lah.

After meeting Pearcesley, we wanted to play Table tennis and Badminton. Sharon and HanLin went off first while the rest went home to change. Meet up and off to play Table Tennis first as there’s only slot for it. Pearcesley is good. And i forget how to play le lor. =.= lose very badly. And i use badminton racket to play pingpong. LOL!

Off to 800plus there to find badminton court. Fun fun. But not fair ah. The guys keep sabo-ing me. =[ All aimed me can! Anyway, nice! Sweat alot =X And home sweet home!

airport

2009-10-09T23:39:00.001+08:00

Today went airport to fetch niang. She’s finally back from HK. =D And we did give her surprise:) Bear hugged! Its been a month. Enni and me nearly mistook someone as niang can. hahaha! It was Vanessa who saw niang via her red shoe.

Went to eat at Popeyes while waiting for Pris and Ronney. After that, went homed. Walked with Vanessa while Pris and R took bus. I think we saw something we shouldn’t have see lar. =X

081009, Thursday.

Went out with 4e4 peeps. Sadly, not everyone. Only our clique. Meet WeiLing first at her block there and we walked to Safra. ChangHui and KiatWee is there already. Made our way to Bowling. Shermeen, JiaCheng, KaiLin, Vanessa and Alan came. Played Bowling and Pool-ing and Photo Hunt. Then off to The Mind Cafe for Happy Hour. KokSoon came. Super fun. I liked the ‘Guessture’ and the last game we played. Fun fun. Shermeen and Kailin went off early while Sean and Melvin came.

Ohya. Before we played Guessture, the birthday cake came in. And it scared everyone with the blackout thingy and the birthday song. LOL! Cute lah. We all thought is blackout when is they switched off the lights.

Walked to 800plus. And the guys bought food from the Pasam malam. Then off to FP to find mum. And homed:)

And its my first time fail to make cookies. Totally flunked:( And i threw away everything.

Did i say that a few days back, an iron dropped from the board to the ground and it landed on my small toe:( Now still pain.

Happy Birthday Vanessa!

2009-10-08T23:59:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY VANESSA!

Haa!! 17 le ahs:)

hoho. will post about the celebration for vanessa later on. Quite tired now.

700 posts

2009-10-06T23:30:00.002+08:00

HOHOHO.

This is my 700th post. Cool isit?
Wanted to blog something special. But not sure what to.
HAHAHA!
I know i know. Something sweet and simple!

HEY GUYS!

ITS MINE 700TH POST!!

Birdie in bus

2009-10-04T01:36:00.003+08:00

hello hello! =]

Yesterday went meet Gregory and HuiQi for dinner and also pass HuiQi's belated birthday present to her. Went Say Cheese to eat. The food there is nice! I want go there eat again:)

Crapped alot lah. Gregory and me damn funny. Smsed each other. Still wondering why things will turn out like that. JiaYou, mei! =]

Actually want go play fire at CP. But then its raining. So change place to movie-ing. Then was thinking since we paying $10, so must watch nice de. Decided on Surrogates at TM. Guess what? Changed plan again! To pool-ing! Bought White Chocolate Mocha while on the way to Safra.

Actually its my first time to billiard to play cause everytime i go is always full one. Fortunately, there's table for us:) Im like so noob and kept doing malu things. Like instead of using the cue stick to hit in, i accidentally used the rack to hit it. lols!

Very funn. =] mei's dad fetchh us home. thankss! =]

Ohyaa. Something happened when i go back home this afternoon. I board bus 72. It's a double-decker bus. Mum and i went up to find seats. I don't know how this birdie came into the bus and is on the upper decker. Particularly, the birdie flew to the front and to the back a few times. The birdie STILL flew pass my EAR can! I tio scared can! Piang. Then i shoo away, squat a few times when it flew. Damn Cute lah!

I quickly find a seat nearby. SO, somehow, the driver knew from the CCTV i guess. He came up and trying to catch it. And it landed on my leg and flew away. The ending is, a passenger caught it and put it aside. The driver keep telling him 'Remember to let it free, dont kill it' [in chinese].

cute uh cute uh. hahahhas.
P.S. I damn scared the birdie suddenly shit lor.

K with Biantai

2009-10-01T00:56:00.002+08:00

Changed song to Pocketfull of Sunshine. Its also a song part of the movie, The Ugly Truth. =] hahas.

Pocketfull of Sunshine by Natasha Bedingfield.

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine, oh, oh oh oh
Do what you want but you're never gonna break me
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me, oh, oh oh oh

Take me away, a secret place
A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days
Take me away, a hiding place

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine, oh, oh oh oh
Do what you want but you're never gonna break me
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me, oh, oh oh oh

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine, oh, oh oh oh
Wish that you could but you ain't gonna own me
Do anything you can to control me, oh, oh no

Take me away, a secret place
A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days
Take me away, a hiding place

There's a place that I go that nobody knows
Where the rivers flow and I call it home
And there's no more lies in the darkness there's light
And nobody cries, there's only butterflies

Take me away, a secret place
A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days
Take me away, a hiding place

Take me away, a secret place
A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days
Take me away, a hiding place

Take me away
(I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine)
A secret place
(I got a love and I know that it's all mine)
To better days take me away
Take me away
(I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine)
A secret place
(I got a love and I know that it's all mine)
Take me away, a hiding place

The sun is on my side and takes me for a ride
I smile up to the sky, I know I'll be alright
The sun is on my side and takes me for a ride
I smile up to the sky, I know I'll be alright

Yesterday went K with the Biantais. Was quite tired after few hours of singing. Din sang alot[i mean with the mic.] I still find my voice weird coming out from the sound system. Before the K, played PingPong while waiting for 2pm and also dear and Ronney to come. I won Ahpong due to tyco-ness ah. And he did revenge back. hahas. Din play with Vanessa at all.

After K, took bus 69 with Vanessa and Shermeen. I dropped off at Tamp inter, cause went to meet my mum. Saw GuoYan and Karan took the bus too.

Oh! i wanna add on. Tuesday i saw a 'auntie?' while in the bus 69. I think shes in middle age. She wanted to sit at the back. FYI; its the new single deck bus. As i was sitting at the left side. And theres this married couple beside me, i think we are having the same feeling. Want to help her but don't know how to help. So, her leg couldn't support her well enough. When the bus is moving, she fell on her knee on the steps. I was like infront got sit why dun want sit there.
Hopefully she's back home now safety.

I totally forget to wish Khai a safe journey. shittt. And hes coming back today. LOL!

Bicycle and KTV @ katong

2009-09-30T00:16:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, i cycled to 800plus to get the left pedal done. Cause the left pedal dropped out which means i cycled only with ONE pedal. Look so so retard lah! And when i get down from the bike, i got a cut from the left pedal[which left a metal thingy which i could step on it]. That’s add on another blueblack on my list. =[

Today off to play Tennis, Squash and Table Tennis with Vanessa, Sharon, HanLin and Ahpong. Then Ronney came during the TT time. I dun like squash cause i threw my racket off twice. And AhPong is the most pro one lor, hit the squash ball up to the ceiling and tadah! It stuck there. Tennis was alright, best is Table Tennis. =D Thanks to HanLin and AhPong who taught me last tuesday. =] And i still very bad with it. And the main thing is I SWEAT ALOT! Maybe thats the good thing about it uhs.

Went to Business Park to have our lunch, more likely is brunch than lunch. =] Then off to HanLin’s house to bath. Thanks ah! =] Off with AhPong to meet TingTing, Keith and JiaCheng at Bedok. Didn’t manage to sing at there, so we went Katong to sing. hahaha! I think there is cheaper than the bedok one? It’s my first time there. I mean to sing there.

Nice nice. First time to hear JiaCheng and Keith’s singing. Like so weird la! Should i say here? hahahas. Nah, I don’t want. Want know ask me bah. hahahhas. Went back to Bedok Inter for dinner. I ordered dessert to eat. =] [I always have this habit of saying desert instead of dessert! =.=!]

And home:)

Tomorrow going K again. hahahs. I want sing TIAMO. =D

Lock up

2009-09-28T16:59:00.002+08:00

I've locked up my blog for a few days. Dont ask me why cause i also don't know. Just felt my blog is die-ing. And i've change my blogskin again. Seriously, i don't know isit consider nice. I still think its weird somewhere around. But not sure about the source. Aiyo!

Anyway, stayed at home for the past 2 days plus today, is the 3rd day le. But i did do things - like cleaning up my room. =D Throw alot of clothes. Gonna give the dunno what association. *clapss for me!*

Saw this little microphone. Think its for computer one. And i took it up and start talking to it, like walkie talkie. HAHAHHA! Retard uhs. I still find it cuteee.

Tomorrrow's sport day. =]
Hopefully no that feeling again. CHEESEs

2009-09-24T21:43:00.002+08:00

Yes. The ugly truth. I've watched it with khai today. It sounds weird uhs. hahas. Anyway, the show is AWESOME and HILARIOUS. =]] Rate it 5/5. The whole show i was like OhMyGod and WhatTheHell lor.

before that, went out to passs things to WeiLing~ hahas.

Walked home after the movie plus i forget to bring my ezlink card. =[ And i saw the guys at Street Soccer Court. And i went back cause of LouisNg! He wasted my time lor! In the end, i watched them play soccer. Just then i realise, its been long since i saw them play soccer. I like the feeling. Just like how i watched biantai play basketball too. =]

By the way, my left leg little toe is hurt. And it looked like it has nail polish on it lor. It's blue in colour now instead of purple.
The picture is below. =[

sprained my neckk

2009-09-21T00:37:00.001+08:00

Ohdear.. i sprained my neck. I think due to my sleeping posture last night.

Now i cant tile to the left. =[[[ Feel like i have a robot neck.

SUPER PAINNNNNN!!!! =[[[[[

SMS

2009-09-18T00:26:00.002+08:00

Just went through my smses and wanna delete it away. And i realise many things happen within this year. Is not in order ah.

- planning of 1st Biantai Chalet.
- my treat to Biantai.
- Shermeen treat WeiLing to Swensen but not me. hahas. [i went also ah.]
- Ahpong ahh. i din force you eat peanut hor, is you weak. if you still remember. =D And he keep calling my chinese name! And the time when we working. And the most funniest thing is that he thought i got bf. LOL!
- Priss treat me eat Jack's place. =D
- when i beg my kor to fetch me home from chalet.

hahahas. then im not sure if i still got read other msg anot. And i miss msging alot of ppl can. =[ Shall get back my msging spree.

Din saw anyone today. Quite saddening.

hohoho

2009-09-16T00:32:00.001+08:00

yoyo!

Still find it angry, very stupid. If not, things wont get until like that. hais… its fated. Fated not to have the 3 days and wasted tomorrow. Shit.

Anyway, i still asking myself why why am i so stupid. Stupid until i go hide and the most most embarrassing thing is he saw me hiding! Like what the hell?! hahas. think im too lame le. Did i say i got kissed by so many many mosquitoes a few days back? Small red dots on my legs and hands. Like thousand of Singapore on my body.

Now, its my brother turn. HAHAHA! Revenge. =D Nah. i din call the mosquitoes to kiss him.

Went out to meet my mum in the morning. And bought shirts and pants. =D And im super lazy to post pictures.

think im going to change my blogskin format again. Dun quite like it.

CGH

2009-09-12T01:37:00.001+08:00

Hello~

Morning went over to CGH. And i can say they really prepare very good. And i have this feeling again, when i see CGH, the image of OCH came into my mind. Thinking if after a decent years, will CGH turn into OCH? or maybe every hospital will do? =X

I think i saw Zhang Lao Shi today. But im not sure is it him anot. So din went up to acknowledge him but i kinda regret. =[ I miss him alot.

And my two battery with red bar last me till 11plus. Okie lah. not really cause i got switch off for 2hours. And immediately i switched on, people call me. =]

And i dun feel like going to Jurong tml. =[ Think i give up on it bah. hais…

I think i change topic very fast lor.

Feel like drifting apart from them…

working. tired

2009-09-10T01:06:00.001+08:00

IM SO SO TIRED. TIRED OF EVERYTHING~

Ohwell. Just wanna update my this going-die-blog. hahahas.. Helpp me taggg my tagboard bahh. =D Anyway, i saw quite a no. of people the past two days. 080909. i saw Miss Yuen, Cherie and her mum. That’s very coincidence.

Then next day which is 090909. Nice nice. And somemore is ZiYun’s Birthday lor! hahas. Saw my kor’s girlfriend, ArronFoo [ he got gf le lor. =X], my aunty and Nicholas. Nicholas is really zhen de xiang bu dao will see him. The reaction from we two is damn funny. So yah.

And hor! i hate the shoeee. The thing at the bottom drop out and i kept walking with that hanging. LOL! damn xi ku. I know i stupid lah. Didn’t take off. But seriously, i wore like 9 and a half hour. siao right?! Evon is stupid. Haiss

Hehehe. And i missing Biantai, 4e4 and classs N902. Awwwwww:(

At home

2009-09-07T23:30:00.001+08:00

Stayed at home for like 4 days including today. I’m a good girl okay. =D But seriously nothing to do. Started to miss everyone already. It’s like only dunno how many days haven see them, but to me, its like thousands of years… =[

Rotting in process already. Why aren’t no one hiring me? Lalalalalala. Its a short post today. hahahas. Anyway, have been watching Lu Guang Shen Lin again. =D Nice nice nice. And now then i realised Owen is 阮经天. =X I know is kinda slow ah. Dun blame me. He looks different in that show can. Looks more younger in that hairstyle. hahahas.

YOYO!

2009-09-05T00:26:00.003+08:00

hehehe. MISS ME MAH?!

Almost a week since i last blog. Oh well. Kinda busy this week.

Friday, 28 August.

- Went have lunch with Niang, Vanessa, Sharon, AhPong, Ronney and HanLin at JustAsia.

- Having Camwhore there.

- Then went Pasir Ris Park and slack.

- Discuss about the Chalet thingy.

- Went to meet Kent and co. at the another side of the Park for Class Chalet.

- Saw a dead snake when sending off Sharon and Vanessa.

- Cycled and back for cooking maggie for the guys.

- Back home. =D

Saturday, 29 August.

- Went out in the morning to exchange my lappy to a new one with JiaCheng. Thanks! If not, need to run to Jurong.

- Lucky they have stock if not had to run to Toa Payoh. Siao hor.

- Counted lucky to have a new lappy. =D

- Went home and out to meet HuiJi for swimming. =D Tanned abit.

Sunday, 30 August.

I think i still at homed. =D

Monday, 31 August.

- Went JYSS for the Celebration of Teacher’s day in the morning with Biantai.

- Thought i wont be able to get in but can. Credits for Mr. Ng.

- The whole concert, i almost stay at the canteen can. Cause the Hall is too hot!

- Saw alot our batch de. They changed alot. hahas

- After the concert, off to KFC.

- Didn’t ate anything cause not enough money.

- Then went to HanLin’s house to slack.

- Homed after that i think.

Tuesday, 1 September.

- Meet Biantai at HanLin’s house. Saw Ahpong at the bus. So qiao

- All came. And off to Prime to buy stuffs.

- Back to HanLin’s house and off to Pasir ris.

- Raining heavily. So, we went to White Sands and bought our lunch and off to PR Inter.

- Off to Aranda Country Club. Settle down and 6 of us – Vanessa, AhPong, Ronney, Pearcesley, LeongWei and me went to NTUC for the rest of the stuffs while the couple stay and look after things.

- Also bought Kinder Joy. Over budget. =X

- Back to place where we first came. Then took pictures. Haven get from Ronney yet.

- Waited for Pris’s mum to come. Then to the chalet.

- Settle everything. they guys played mahjong with Pris’s mum. And we, the girls plus LeongWei and Pearcesley went to tabao Pizza back.

- Makan and played Don’t forget the lyrics (Biantai version)

- The four of us – Vanessa, AhPong and YuYao played mahjong the whole day to morning 6am. Very high lah. Especially Ahpong that round. LOL!

- The couples occupied the whole master room lor. Then we didn’t have the proper bed to sleep on.

Wednesday, 2 Sept.

- Played ‘Are you smarter than a Fifth Grader'?’ (Biantai version also. Is not NC16 hor) by Ahpong. Rather i think is watched the whole slides. hahaha. Super lame i tell you. But is nice. =]

- Off to Barbeque. Wasted alot of time for setting up the fire. Cause the charcoal damn MINI!

- Settle everything and home sweet home.

- Saw BoYun on the bus while going home. Chatted alot. And i think he changed alot!

- Bathed and sleep on the bed and dozed off within a minute.

Thursday, 3 Sept.

- Meet the guys at Aranda at 9am.

- Played bowling and yah. i got strike for like so long. And emo for the 2nd game. Ohwell…

- Ate Mr. Chicken Rice. Actually i dun like to eat Chicken Rice. But nevermind. Shui jiao wo du zi er.

- Took bus 3 with ahpong. And accompany him to do his things.

- Then off to CP to wait for my mummy.

- Saw LeongWei. And he can be REAL lame! I was saying; ‘if leongwei dun be SO childish, he can be real attractive.” hahas.

Friday, 4 Sept.

Hehe. Slept the whole day till almost 1pm. =X Off to meet mummy at TM. And back home, im sleeping again. LOL! going to be like sleeping pig le.

TADAAA.. NOTHING TO BLOG ALREADY. =D

Oh yah. I've changed my blogskin. But i still find it weirdd lehh. Maybe will try again and see how. hahahhas.

Bamboo

2009-08-27T01:01:00.004+08:00

did i mention something weird during the past few days? Think i din mention ah.

Anyway, my parents are backkk from China. =] Miss them alot. hehehe. And i clarify with my mum. I ask her; "mummy, you know how many bamboo stick[for hanging the clothes] are there in the house?" [related to the weird thing]

She then reply; "six ah. why?"

So just now, i went check how many bamboo are there. there were only 5!

Let's rewind back to friday i think. I helped my kors to wash their clothes. then i hang the first bamboo. There were empty bamboo hanging from the ceiling. So i think i accidently hit the next bamboo when hanging up. The next moment i know is the empty bamboo dropped and hit my hand.

I SWEAR I HEARD IT DROP TO THE FLOOR! But the very next moment i look at the floor, NO BAMBOO APPEAR! So, i think it went rolling down from the hole. LOL!
And I CRIED OKIE~! plus it's seven month[now then i realise that day is the 2nd day]
Still thinking whether is there any people tio hit. =X
Then my kor say; "if someone tio hit, then now already got ambulance le."

Long story uh? hahhhas. But is true okie. Really left 5 bamboo lah.

hahas.

nianngg. I will support you if you reallly want it that way! =D JiaYou!

Just now, went watch Orphan with HuiJi and TingTing. Actually have YiWei too. But she cant made it at the last minute. So, went spam call everyone. hahas.
Nice show man! I like it! BUT VERY DISGUSTING CAN! wah piang. Very tenseee.
And i like the last sentence. =D
Go seee if you haven watch yetttt.
Feel like watching it again. =X

And its beeen so long since i last saw TINGTING! =D

Sleep

2009-08-22T01:16:00.003+08:00

ANYONE KNOWS WHAT METHODS TO SLEEP SUPER WELLL AT NIGHT WITHOUT HAVING A HEADACHE IN THE MORNING??! =[[[

And i dunno what to study for Facom! =[
Hope i can memorise all the things. =D
And not forgetting it!

i hope there's ghosts helping me during the exam!
since its welll..
OPPS!
JUST KIDDING.

mummy and daddy oversea

2009-08-20T10:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterday is the first night without mummy. =[ Felt so alone. The whole day i was alone at home. So, huiji came visit me. =D Thanksss. And she left like 5 mins later. Oppps.

And just now, i suppose to wake up at 8.30am but i dragg dragg until 10pm. Cause was not feeling well. But i think i make it even more worse. Vomit plus headache. Now, still abit giddy lor. =[ Exam is coming le. I dun want falll sick! Hope the panadol faster take effect.

Going study later. =[ Seeeee! im so hardworking. hahahhas

Ezlink

2009-08-17T23:47:00.000+08:00

LOL!
Today i made a very very blur mistake!!!

I thought i lost my ezlink when i wanted to go out today. Cause i search my house like siao. Keep recall where i last put it. So i checked tables, chairs, the short i wore on Saturday. Nothing came out. So i took my dad's ezlink out.

On the way to meet mummy, i was thinking. My brain juice finish le lah. So, i remember i putting it on the tp library table while i studying that saturday. And im NOT sure whether did i took it home. So i ask Pris if she's in TP and help me check whether the Ranger found EVON's Ezlink anot. And NOPE, no good news. Thanks for the help, dear. =D

Super sian! I THOUGHT IM GOING TO REMAKE ANOTHER ONE. I dun want mah. So, KEEP KEEP THINKING WHERE DID I GO AFTER LIBRARY. Nothing came in mind. And i still BU FU ah! Stupid brain.

Reached home and mummy ask me again. And SUDDENLY, a picture flashes through my mind. It's in my mummy's room when i went over to sleep and accidentally dropp something from the bed. It was my Ezlink~ and i put it on the small trolley. OPPS! And i quickly ran and search. TADAAAAA~ It was there underneath all the bags. MUAHAHAHHAHHAS.

I FOUND ITT LAH! DAMN HAPPY.

Its just the smallest thing in the world. But my heart was telling my brain, 'but it touches me more than anything in the world, even if it just a tiny small little thing.'

And i really being touched by him. Thanks for telling me. =] And you're most welcome. I hope things will be bettter for you in the future. =D Cheer up! Even though, i think he wont read my blog. Just wanna say, thanks alot. =] and Anything need help, just tell me. xD

And i want to say somethingg. My parents going off in a few hours time. I dunno whether i will miss them anot. Hopefully things will come good. =]

2009-08-15T02:10:00.002+08:00

Changed my blog song to 'One Way' by lollipop. =] followed by 'the reason'. Enjoy!

王:

走在陌生又熟悉的路上
藏著什麼誘惑在前方無法回頭的游戲規則下　
我們毅然決定出發傑:就算路障一再阻擋（卡關的不像話）　　
油門堅持不要放感受友情的力量　
就是前進的方向
只要有你在我身旁　
陪我一起闖蕩　
我就什麼都不怕　
只有你懂我的想法　
默契不用假裝　
你就是我的翅膀　
就算未來不按劇本的步調趕場
No matter where you go I will you go way You wanna be with you

煜:

車水馬龍的單行道上　
有你陪我就特別順暢聽你說那些不膩的笑話　
總是能讓我敞開心房

傑:

儘管心情不斷受創低落的很掙扎
打開車窗望一望　
拍拍哥們的肩膀　
我們要一起成長　
只要有你在我身旁　
陪我一起闖蕩　
我就什麼都不怕　
只有你懂我的想法　
默契不用假裝　
你就是我的翅膀　
就算未來不按劇本的步調趕場
No matter where you go 轉載來自
I will you go way You wanna be with you 　

傑:

有一天我們會到達　
路的盡頭　
看見出口　
下個夢 (下個夢)

煜:

不管我們向左或向右　
只要下定決定後　
在多的路口　
誰也不退縮　一起衝　
Yeah　

傑:

只有你懂我　
Yeah Yeah (只有你懂我　Yeah Yeah)
只要有你在我身旁　
陪我一起闖蕩　
我就什麼都不怕　
只有你懂我的想法　
默契不用假裝　
你就是我的翅膀　
就算未來不按劇本的步調趕場
No matter where you go I will you go way You wanna be with you

只要有你在我身旁　
陪我一起闖蕩　
我就什麼都不怕 (什麼都不怕)
只有你懂我的想法　
默契不用假裝　
你就是我的翅膀　
就算未來不按劇本的步調趕場
No matter where you go I will you go way You wanna be with you

Rebus Presentation

2009-08-15T00:20:00.003+08:00

WOOOOO HOOOOOOOO!

Presentation finish le. think i mess the whole thing up. Awwwww. BUT nevertheless, PRESENTATION IS OVER! FINALLLY AFTER SO MANY MANY WEEKSSS~!! *!**@!($)@$&^%'>*!**@!($)@$&^%">*!**@!($)@$&^%

lalalla. can sleep soundly le. =D sounds like im going to die ah? Ohya! i've survived!!
this project let me get to know more things and more bonded to classmates. thats a good thing. And im looking forward to holidays!~ hahahaha!

heeee.. and next week is study week and my parents will not be in singapore. And it means i can go wild ah? Nah. dun want. Im a good girl. And im still so regret that i cant gooo. =[[ And ChangHui so goood. Can go overseas at the end of the year. aiyah. I want also cannot.

And and today i ate dinner only~ but actually can counted as supper lor. 10 plus then eat. cause i fall asleep while waiting for mum back with my so-call dinner.

Anyone want jio me go study??! =D

Weisian bday celebration

2009-08-12T00:50:00.002+08:00

YOYO!

Monday went out with the BianTais to celebrate WeiSian's Birthday. And i realised i never tell WeiSian anything about the lunch, like what purpose and who going.

Anyway, before that, went shopping with the girls to find Vanessa and mine shoe for Presentation. BUT din found any. And now left like 1 day. =[ HOW??! HOW??!

Okies, the guys came and we went to choose where to eat. And end up at E!Hub NewYorkNewYork. The last time there was to celebrate my birthday. Kinda feel weird there.
The 3 guys without HanLin ate GIANT YANKEE BURGER! LOL! We like so excited to see how big is the burger. And its like burger so-so. BUT the fries damn ALOT!!! The moment i saw, i want faint even though im not the one who is eating.
And so sad! Donkey de meat drop to the floor~ hahahha!

Sang Birthday Song with the Burger as the cake. =] Happy Belated Birthday, WeiSian!

Went off to Central Park. And cant find any powerpoint that works. So off to Macdonald. Saw XiaoMei - Gregory!! =]] Damn miss him.
Went up the CC and found one on the stage! Finaally~ And realise almost half the powerpoint slide cannot make it. HAIS!

OHYA! the guys bullied me by calling me Stranger. =[ I dun want be Stranger. Not goood! hmph.

Went homed and stay until 2am like that. hahha! I hope i wont die after Rebus Presentation!

Yesterday.. Well Well. Cads test was alright. Just cannot memorise where is the Section Plane command. And I USE HELP to find it! SMART AH! hahahhas. =D Nearly do alot mistakes.

Then off to KFC. As we heard some news saying Pornsak is at there. So, we brisked walk there and saw him! I dun like his current hair. Not nice. =[

Anyway, saw Louis, Sean, JianXin, Herman and IvanTan. hahas.. 'chalet'

Went back for Rebus revision Lecture. Raymond Wong damn cute! i like his expression! so cute lar! =X

Please bless that i will be alive after this FRIDAY! HA HA HA

6 String and National Day

2009-08-09T11:57:00.002+08:00

YOYO!
Its my country's bday!!!!
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!~ =D

bleahx. lets start from the 6 String on friday. It was a success! I hope there's 2nd season. =D And im really like it! Its real fun. But saddening, not much audience ah. And i hope there next time, it will full of people! =]

Yesterday went TP to do rebus! and i really hope we can do finish! as the presentation is gonna be on this coming friday. Hello~ Its like this coming friday~ imagine the lecture room full of people O.O!!!

back to today, went ahma's house this evening. And it becoming lesser and lesser people. =[ And Julius told me hes not coming also cause his mei doesn't want to. =[ So we chatted over sms. hahas. Guess i really misss him. And hes the one i always cant see much.
Played with the twins newphew. Nikki and Oscar. But i din play much with Oscar. Nikki is cute! Hes the older brother.. If you call his name, he will smile back to you! Cute cute~
But i still cant get the control to make him laugh. =[ so sadddd.. but he still got smile at me hor!

tomorrow going out with the biantais. =D muahahahhas

weak~ TPCliquers

2009-08-07T00:28:00.002+08:00

lalalala~~
I sing nice? LOL! jkjk

today class was alright. Was late for Facom tutorial cause of someone! O.o Got hint for Facom Exam during lecture. O.O!! on 25 Aug which is the start of holidays tooo! WOOT.

And come to think of it. i need a job! any one intro?

Next, went to find Raymond Wong. Then went help out with the FDM 6 Strings. later gonna be an exciting time! WenChieh join in toooo. Hope her group win! hahas.

And i hurt my OPPS. Should i say? Very embarrass one. Wanna know ask me bah. And is really damn pain lah! and another is my right little toe~ Niang kanna the hips there. hahas.
I hope its fun later on at night!

Then went to TPCliquers, invited by HanLin. Support him. And we got a shirt and a box of biscuits. =D hahas. I dun like the bom thingy. Actually should say i never like it. =[ Cause im scared of it. hahas.

And i guess i will say it up here. Sorry for any inconvinence occure. im weak again cause i cried again. And this time round, is the words they said. I dunno how to differenciate between joking and truth one. Maybe bacause recently i dun have the confident. =[ think everyone like avoiding me. Come to think of it again, once again eyes full of tears. Sorry for crying. Even if i cried, nobody knows. how come? i shall reflect.....

lalalalla. anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEY NEO! =]

Rebus~ Stressss~

2009-08-06T00:00:00.001+08:00

AHHHH!! im super duper stresss now~~!!!! think i can really really die man.

Can you imagine you now doesnt have lappy but you got desktop at home. And the desktop doesnt have any microsoft word and powerpoint. im facing this situation plus this desktop i cant use long cause its mine kor one. =[

And i dunno what should i do. Feel like a burden man. cant help much cause i still dun understand the calculations.

no mood no mooddd
im still coughing like mad. i dun like the taste when coughing that thing out. Eyyerr! =[

2009-08-04T02:05:00.000+08:00

Wanted to bloggg~ BUT LAZY~~~~!!!!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sentosa - GPS

2009-08-02T19:18:00.000+08:00

Yoyo~

Friday went Sentosa after school. Its a rush rush one with niang. hahas. And we shouldn't need to be so rush cause they haven ready yet. So yah. We chatted while waiting for the bus to come. I knew a few friends - GuoTing, Emily and Bob. Then on the bus, saw the cute guy, kanna stun! =X

Reached Sentosa about half an hour. Took photos and they get us into groups. Was with niang, GuoTing, Wendy and Den[i dunno isit this spelling]. Took group photo. And they give us the GPS. And i forget to take a picture of it. Teach us and brief us.
Went off and i think we all walk the wrong way. Stupid. Shouldn't follow the group infront. hahas. The GPS took us to the wulu wulu route. Very scary can, and i think with the gps is even worse.. Found the first station for like half an hourr to 1 hour. o.o!!

I like their games. Very nice and fun! Especially the bury game. hahas! The game is like there's 16 grids - 4 by 4. Then a person was suppose to lay[i dunno how to spell] on the sand[they help us to dig a so-call coffin]. So, if we four walk the wrong grid. His 1 leg will be buried, then if we cant do the game station sucessfully, his another leg will be buried. And so on until we can only see his head. =X And the next person will need to go to the next "coffin". Took group photos again. haha! And every game station we went, need to take photo. hahaha!

We didnt manage to finish the whole 8 stations. Cause was getting so dark that we hardly can see anything. So they give us the envelop and off to the BBQ. Niang and me was discussing ask N902 whether they want BBQ/Chalet during the holidays.
Ate and off to take shuttle bus to Harbour Front interchange and to MRT.
Lucky, got people going to Tampines with me if not im going home alone. New friends i know - Joses, Jasline[she told us can call her Jazz] and what yi or what xiong[i dunno his name le.] And now i realise quite many know where's JunYuan Sec is. Cause in the past, people ask me what's my secondary school, they will goes 'where is it?'.

Went Tampines Interchange, and saw another group. And they are faster than us cause i think we are the first to go off. Took bus and off i homeee. Ohya! i like the Sentosa when it is at night. =D Very nice. And IM THE YOUNGEST IN MY GROUP. opps!

Yesterday, went TP library to study. =] After studying, went over to Downtown - jusAsia[i dunno the name.] Free flow of ice and drinks. We like so hungry. hahas!

Tomorrow have CADS test at 8.30am. =[ But is open note test.

2009-07-29T21:42:00.006+08:00

Opps! prisss~ hahahahas. =D surprisse~ still remember i said i still have this video?
but it seems like nothing ehs.
Pris! i got alot of your unglam liao~ hahahahahas. Shermeen i got yours too! oh mannn. i really misss 2e3.

2e3`06 celebrating teacher's day. Seee duojie damn cute! hahahahas. =X

i misss them alot! i want to post sharon's center parting! can i?! hahahhas.

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opps!

anyway, today was a dunno what day. hahas. Went over to Marina Square for blazer. i din get any. =[
and i dunno what to blog already.

and last pic to end this post. =D

2009-07-29T01:02:00.004+08:00

The two birthday boy~ =]]

The presents from us. =D

I dunno what hes doing ah.

Enjoy~ =D

Pimple!

2009-07-27T23:34:00.000+08:00

Awwwwww!
i got a BIG, HUGE pimple on my forehead! sianed!

hmms.. what did i do the last few days?? Well, saturday went to do wrtoral at library with sharon, vanessa and joey. =D Cheese. Cant help sharon much after that day. Sorry. =[
After that, went TM, CS with mum. =D and home watching BOF!

Sunday~ Bake my egg tart. and i did something wrong about my egg~!! spoilt the whole thing le. =[ but vanessa, sharon and laogong say is nice. niang i forgotten did she told me nice anot. hahas. i still like the first egg tart i made. =D Remind me of louis.. keep asking me more for it. hahahas.

Today.. had CADs quiz. gone. forget to do this and that. Facom lab is fun! Cause Mr. Hor let see read some jokes. Real jokes! "Better late than Pregnant!" LOL! dun understand? ask me lor!

after class, went library find pris and ahpong. My hand damn fat. fatter than what is it now. =[ [seee pris's blog for the pic] Then went 840 to find that black black leongwei and weisian. And homed!

tomorrow gonna do rebus in the morning. =[

hellos~ help

2009-07-25T01:16:00.000+08:00

YOOZIIE. Need you guys to help me vote.. Vote everyday if possible cause i want get free 3D2N Chalet. If you guys willing to help, i will invite you guy. =D Only unless i got top in supporters. hahas.

please go ----> http://www.nebochaletparty.sg/joinmychalet.asp?chaletcode=86KCM5JRHOOOJIPQO5LBB6H86_685
Do help me!~

Today is really a super Rebus day. From 8.30am to 11am, then 12pm to 4pm. Awesome uhs?

Went over to see HuiQi and friends. =D It's been long since i last saw her. She came to pei her friend for DPA. JiaYou! Then HanLin came and off to CP as heard from ahem that LeongWei and WeiSian is playing Bball at central park. hahas.

And we only saw Ahpong, ChengWei, Daryl and GuoQiang playing. hahas. Two matches. The 4 of them VS St.Hildas Sec. The guys won! The Ahpong, ChengWei, Daryl and a guy VS Ronney, HanLin, the pro one[i dunno his name] and another guy. 50 - 60 respectively. HanLin's group won. LOL. I counted very xin ku.

Walked home with HuiJi and home sweet home.

And i think the lady luck is not with me today too. I fall down at home. =[ And its my first time crying for falling down, maybe i take this chance to cry. Anyway, really damn pain. Even though no blood. Plus just have quarral with my mum. And now, i just cant win my mum.

Tomorrow is another long day~

NOtice!!

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However, the cost of treatment in the U.S is high, with the initial deposit coming up to $500,000SGD.
As we strongly pride ourselves as a community where we share both joys and woes, we sincerely hope that our Nuffnang community will be able to do a little something to tide Charmaine and her family through this trying ordeal.
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Please donate through http://www.nuffnang.com.sg/forcharmaine. Please help!!~

Dinner with Biantai.

2009-07-23T23:46:00.004+08:00

Today is kind of unlucky day for me. Everything goes bad since the morning. First, my parent didnt pass me money. But lucky i got bread for my lunch. And i remembered have to eat dinner with Biantai. Was thinking not to eat. But then, i realise my ezlink card also going zero dollar. And my mum save my day by asking me to go home to take money. So rush home and rush to inter to meet the girlss. Then i stepped on the mud while going to see a showflat. stupid stupid. And i dropped my ezlink ON THE BUS! Lucky got a kind soul picked it up and pass it to me! THANKSS kind soul~ Seriously..

And i nearly bought the girls to the wrong place. Sorry. =[ But in the end, the direction is still correct.
Went to other parts of the east for the hunting of showflats. Muahahahas. I like one of them. =]
We ran for bus 69. And i sweat like dunno what. hahas. wet chicken. =X

I played a trick on Rebecca. But i thought she saw me lor. I was like standing infront of her. hahaha! Vanessa also kinda trick by me BUT i never have the intention to trick her. opps. And i scared her when she was going home. SORRY. but fun uhs? =D

Dinner was alright. Just some jokes around. And Vanessa's joke damn lame! HAHAHA. And i was like so thristy until i drank the soft drink in like 3mins or less. =X hahahas. And i still bought milk tea after dinner. Can see how thristy am i. I tolerate for like 1-2 hr plus hor.

Looks like everyone around me going to change phone. hahas. so random~

NIGHTS~

inearlycriedwhenonthewaytoMRT.Irealiseiwilldoanactionwhenitriednottocry.howweakami.itoldmyselfnottothinkanymore.butstillcant.amiintheteam?itslikediscussedthingsinevergetupdate.hais.

hohohoho

2009-07-22T23:07:00.002+08:00

hohohoho!
Im so so so busy to update my blogg..

Anyway, quite busy for a moment le.. Rebus's dateline is coming up. But before that is wrtoral first. Lucky is not that difficult. But rebus not lor. =[
im suffocating already.

Yeah yeah.. tomorrow having Facom quiz. And i have not finish studying yet. =X opps! And also going to see showflats plus dinner with biantai.

I have a feeling i falling sick soon. Have been coughing like mad, having sorethroat and my stomach getting pain-er each day. Is not cramp wor. I dunno why. =[ I dun like to complaint. BLEAHX..

Today went to help out in the 6 Strings. Time kinda goes fast. And ended up with no teams. Left around 6 plus to Central Park. On the way, ChingYan's umbrella spoilt. Due to the bending from Ronney's bike first then the bendings from the rest. Very cute. But i can seee she's kinda sad about it. =[ But I like her umbrella's shape. Unique!

I like the feeling of watching the guys playing bball at night. It's kinda refreshing.

LALALALALLALA...
I DUNNO WHAT ELSE TO ADD ON.
O.O

i dunno where's the dinner is at until you all told him the place and time. am i a bad friend? i realise when i talk, nobody is listening. But once someone talks, you all listen to him/her. =[ and when i dun talk, you guys would think im emo-ing. so should i talk or dont?

hais

2009-07-18T23:43:00.000+08:00

i dunno what should i blog..

have been exercise since tues. =] but im kinda dissappointed espcially today. the feeling is not good when i found out what i shouldn't have known. i swear i reallly swear. i've been crying since the day.

things is not in the right place. im really really desperate. The more i climb, the more i will get hurt. Will i ever reach the top of the cliff?

maybe today is the bad day for me. =[

fdm helpout

2009-07-16T00:58:00.000+08:00

yoyo!

yups. im blogging. Well, today actually wanted to jog but somehow we are too tired and Chingyan forget about it.. haha. today's class is still as sian as before.

And my muscle is aching like no one business! think tml gonna jog! woots.

today help fdm club with the music event thingy. Haqiz did alot of crazy stuff and Sean actually kinda tricked by me. hahaha! Haqiz's Pet Rock and Samantha's Paper Pet. Samantha walked around the engine sch with Paper Pet. and i realise that always the guy notice it and giving funny expressions. haha! Joker lor she.

anyway, the helping out is boring yet fun. hahah.

hopefully more people will join!:)
nights people!

2009-07-14T23:44:00.002+08:00

I found this story from Michelle's blog. And i like it. And you sure read it too, if you tends to listen to other people comments and think what they think about you.

The story of Punchinello

The Wemmicks were small wooden people. Each of the wooden people was carved by a woodworker named Eli. His workshop sat on a hill overlooking their village. Every Wemmick was different. Some had big noses, others had large eyes. Some were tall and others were short. Some wore hats, others wore coats. But all were made by the same carver and all lived in the village.

And all day, every day, the Wemmicks did the same thing: They gave each other stickers. Each Wemmick had a box of golden star stickers and a box of gray dot stickers. Up and down the streets all over the city, people could be seen sticking stars or dots on one another.

The pretty ones, those with smooth wood and fine paint, always got stars. But if the wood was rough or the paint chipped, the Wemmicks gave dots. The talented ones got stars, too. Some could lift big sticks high above their heads or jump over tall boxes. Still others knew big words or could sing very pretty songs. Everyone gave them stars.

Some Wemmicks had stars all over them! Every time they got a star it made them feel so good that they did something else and got another star. Others, though, could do little. They got dots.

Punchinello was one of these. He tried to jump high like the others, but he always fell. And when he fell, the others would gather around and give him dots. Sometimes when he fell, it would scar his wood, so the people would give him more dots. He would try to explain why he fell and say something silly, and the Wemmicks would give him more dots.

After a while he had so many dots that he didn't want to go outside. He was afraid he would do something dumb such as forget his hat or step in the water, and then people would give him another dot. In fact, he had so many gray dots that some people would come up and give him one without reason.

"He deserves lots of dots," the wooden people would agree with one another.

"He's not a good wooden person."

After a while Punchinello believed them. "I'm not a good wemmick," he would say. The few times he went outside, he hung around other Wemmicks who had a lot of dots. He felt better around them.

One day he met a Wemmick who was unlike any he'd ever met. She had no dots or stars. She was just wooden. Her name was Lulia.

It wasn't that people didn't try to give her stickers; it's just that the stickers didn't stick. Some admired Lulia for having no dots, so they would run up and give her a star. But it would fall off. Some would look down on her for having no stars, so they would give her a dot. But it wouldn't stay either.

'That's the way I want to be,'thought Punchinello. 'I don't want anyone's marks.' So he asked the stickerless Wemmick how she did it.

"It's easy," Lulia replied. "every day I go see Eli."

"Eli?"

"Yes, Eli. The woodcarver. I sit in the workshop with him."

"Why?""Why don't you find out for yourself? Go up the hill. He's there. "

And with that the Wemmick with no marks turned and skipped away.

"But he won't want to see me!" Punchinello cried out.

Lulia didn't hear. So Punchinello went home. He sat near a window and watched the wooden people as they scurried around giving each other stars and dots.

"It's not right," he muttered to himself. And he resolved to go see Eli.

He walked up the narrow path to the top of the hill and stepped into the big shop. His wooden eyes widened at the size of everything. The stool was as tall as he was. He had to stretch on his tiptoes to see the top of the workbench. A hammer was as long as his arm. Punchinello swallowed hard.

"I'm not staying here!" and he turned to leave. Then he heard his name.

"Punchinello?" The voice was deep and strong.

Punchinello stopped.

"Punchinello! How good to see you. Come and let me have a look at you."

Punchinello turned slowly and looked at the large bearded craftsman.

"You know my name?" the little Wemmick asked.

"Of course I do. I made you."

Eli stooped down and picked him up and set him on the bench. "Hmm, " he spoke thoughtfully as he inspected the gray circles. "Looks like you've been given some bad marks."

"I didn't mean to, Eli. I really tried hard."

"Oh, you don't have to defend yourself to me. I don't care what the other Wemmicks think."

"You don't?"

"No, and you shouldn't either. Who are they to give stars or dots? They're Wemmicks just like you. What they think doesn't matter, Punchinello. All that matters is what I think. And I think you are pretty special."

Punchinello laughed. "Me, special? Why? I can't walk fast. I can't jump. My paint is peeling. Why do I matter to you?"

Eli looked at Punchinello, put his hands on those small wooden shoulders, and spoke very slowly. "Because you're mine. That's why you matter to me."

Punchinello had never had anyone look at him like this--much less his maker. He didn't know what to say.

"Every day I've been hoping you'd come," Eli explained.

"I came because I met someone who had no marks."

"I know. She told me about you."

"Why don't the stickers stay on her?"

"Because she has decided that what I think is more important than what they think. The stickers only stick if you let them."

"What?"

"The stickers only stick if they matter to you. The more you trust my love, the less you care about the stickers."

"I'm not sure I understand."

"You will, but it will take time. You've got a lot of marks. For now, just come to see me every day and let me remind you how much I care."

Eli lifted Punchinello off the bench and set him on the ground.

"Remember," Eli said as the Wemmick walked out the door.

"You are special because I made you. And I don't make mistakes."

Punchinello didn't stop, but in his heart he thought, "I think he really means it."

And when he did, a dot fell to the ground.

- Will you be bothered about how others thinks of you?
- Do you care what others say about you?
- Will you prove yourself to others to gain recognition?
- What do you think about yrself today? - what you feel or what others feel?
- Do others comments affect you?

Swimming

2009-07-14T22:05:00.013+08:00

Edited*

Ohmy! Can you believe i swim?! It's like so many years since i last swim. Maybe Sec 1? or even pri 5 to 6?

But i think my stamina is good compared to last time. I remember last time when i catch my breathe, i will cough and lack of air. hahahas.. But now, hai hao~ I like it even though i swim like so slow~ paiseh lar..
Just realise my arm muscle is really that weak! Swim until half way, totally no strength. Actually not totally lah, still can move.

Good good. I want swim and do running! =D Please drag to me running!![not to hell. hahahs] And dun worry, i will catch up with Pris.Ohwell, shall seee.
OHYA! i swam like 10 plus laps but not continuous. 5 laps for continuous. =D Still not good. I will do much better.
*And can you believe how gong am i? i actually put my handphone in the toilet! and lucky during swimming, i was thinking where i put my phone. phew! lucky is not public toilet. if not, im going to say byebye to it.
Chatted awhile with Chye. =] Think i will be going her presentation this thursday. =D JiaYous! Rebecca also even though i cant seee her in her formal wear! Jia You!!

Okies.. Today just learn finish 3D for Cads. =] I felt so behind but im happy to help my classmates. =] Anyway, I like the 3D design in Cads. Awesome! =D

Well well, i heard Vanessa ran like 10 rounds. Good Job! And niang too! Sharon must JiaYou!

Ate FriedHokkienMee with Shermeen and Vanessa, Sharon eating bread during lunch. Retard! better sleep more~

Tomorrow have FDM event. Hopefully i will have fun~ hahahas.
N902 having Lunch~ Yippee.. =]

i decided to delele this portion.. if you haven seen it, sorry. but im sad now. Sad real sad.

lala

2009-07-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

heyyo.

ohwell, seriously i dun like to plan things ah but i like to plan. haha! i think im talking rubbish ah. Nevermind, take it i didnt say anything. haha. guess im a boring person.

back to school life. Today morning i did something bad but not really that bad. haha.. the cheese fries like so disgusting:(

cads still my favorite subject. even though the teacher suck like hell. opps! and haqiz took her picture lor.

went to free access lab to do apel and print out. ohwell.. im the slowest. hahah. and shermeen came before pris and left first. Took alot of photos. alot of my unglam lah! today is not the day to take pic. haha.

tomorrow going swimming after school. ohman. im still thinking what to wear. opps..
wish me good luck for math, i din study. haha.

Rebus

2009-07-11T00:14:00.002+08:00

Heyo!

Got back my term test on Rebus. Didn't do really well. =[

Had FDM sub-com meeting this afternoon. Its about the Music Trival[if im not wrong] trial. hahas.. Quite fun! Even though its hard to guess the songs title. I love it! The Main com did well! *claps*

The Music Trival will start on i forget when. OPPS. hahahas. Anyway, Its fun! Do grab 3 more of your friends and form a group of 4 and join! =D

Anyway, tomorrow going Pasir ris Beach and seeing showflats! Rebus! Ohmytiannnn....

just blogg.

2009-07-09T23:05:00.004+08:00

Hihi!

Got back my pair work result of Wrtoral. I can say we did a great job. =] Kent and Terence got the highest in our class. Gratss.

Nothing much about today's classes. At 3pm, we went to watch the Presentation by the year 2. I can say they did a great job! I wonder if i were to do that too. Cannot imagine lah! hahahas.. Sure more worse than them.

Priscilia the yellow dustbin. =]]

Im tired. I feel bad rejecting the dinner with them tml. =[ Sorry. Just dun have the feel you know.. And tomorrow is Rebus day. And having meeting at 2pm too.

i nearly said ~~what the fcuk~~ during lecture. must control. And i really really swear ...

2009-07-08T23:18:00.003+08:00

Doubt i can upload any photos up here now. =[

Today was the presentation. It was alright. Thought things will go what i imagine but didn't. I can say today is a slack day except Rebus. Guess im more interested into Rebus. But i still like Cads and Emath. I dun like Facom still. HEEE.... Too bad, it didn't make me interest except the lift.
Ohya! niang reminded me! The heels i wear today is like damn pain! There is a big big blister on my left big toe. The heels i wore for my Choir SYF. hahaha! Guess it's time i put it to rest. Who tell it to hurt my legs so much. Opps!

After Rebus, went to meet Shermeen and Priscilia. And HuiJi came alongg~ Changed to bball attire and off to TM to pei Shermeen to buy her clothes. Ended up, HuiJi had to buy to help Shermeen save money. hahahas.

Off to CentralPark Basketball court. See the guys play and only Vanessa, Priscilia and me played ABC. hahahah! This is my first time i can shot in 4 times[should be 4times if im not wrong] continuous i guess. And Pris JiaYOu!! xD

Meeting the girls early tml to collect the results from Katherine.
Cheese.

Only 4 words to say to you all. I love you guys!! =]

heyyo

2009-07-07T23:51:00.002+08:00

HI GUYS! blogging after 8 days of disappearing. heee..

Anyway, tml going to have Wrtoral Presentation with Sharon. Ohtiann.. Im scaredd. Hope everything will go fast. And the next is Rebus Project. Can die man!

Have nothing much to say. Saturday went to ECP with Vanessa, Sharon, ChingYan for the Sub-com outing. Its a very mini outing. hahaas. Had Subway for dinner. I miss White Chip cookiie!

Tomorrow playing basketball after school. Need to bring clothes for exchange! And dun forget my shoee~ Was wondering if i want to wear the heels anot. hmms...

Nothing to post!~ ohmann.

ohya.. A feww more minutes to Wilburn birthday. Anyway, HappyBirthday! even though he wont seee here ah..

Just because of the time. Sorry.

nokia n97

2009-07-01T23:21:00.001+08:00

heyo. blogging from my phone again. btw, i cant read my tagboard. BUT once i can, i will reply all your tag:) help me by tagging more:)
hmms. i dun like wed cause of the subjects on that day. but today is alright!! something funny happen.
Had cup noodle for lunch. then off to TM with shermeen and gang. tian! went to play Nokia N97. i like it but too thick for me. kinda sadded by the thickness. but i also dun think i can change phone so fast. think i will consider again or compare with the other phones. haha.
and guess what? i think im getting to know more of my phone recently. can do alot of things with wifi. cool uhs? and im onling now with my phone:) i can choose either window live or ebuddy. haha.
well.. nothing to post. oh. i was thinking this when i cycled back home. thinking that if i were to involve in any accident, people are still happying around without me. Wondering...
im not being emo or what. im sure sometimes when you have nothing to do, you will think negatively. uh huh.. thats for today.

NIGHTS!