Saturday, June 30, 2007 12:00 AM
nowadaes, i keep thinking alot of things luh. I dunno what to sae lah. But was feeling somehow envious ba?? Or maybe i do .... im not sure my feeling become so so down and i dun like to talk to more than 4 ppl on the phone. i dun like the feeling of being ignored by ppl. Its hurts my heart like thousands of nails pork-ing. I think i should ignored them uh?? Let them try the feeling of being ignored uh? But i think i can't do that. =[
Wells, got this chinese said;; "shi ni de jiu shi ni de, bu nen mian qiang de." So was trying to calm down by repeating the sentence in my mind again and again to stop thinking of it.
And i really hate guys can. Wells, they not even be male can. i really hate it, and i tell myself i dun wan to organise things regarding them can. Not ever!!~
Can i trust you, i dun trust it now, and i think im stupid enough to trust you.
And most ppl had changed after the school holiday like ch and kw. ch attitude suck. argh, dun like to talk to le. kw hai okie.
i think i made the most complaint today uh. hahas. xD