Sunday, November 21, 2010 11:56 PM
"How i wish there's really a rainbow waiting for me after the dark clouds"
I'm not the type that i can express out. But someday, if i cant take it, i will brust my tears out. I told myself again and again that i shouldnt be that weak..
But im really not those can put words out from my mouth easily. And somehow, i wondered if i really say out. Will it spoilt our friendship? I dun want that. Is not that i do not want to tell. Is just that i dont know how:(
Is not that i want to be sensitive. Im not a good friend. I just dont know how to express my care and concern to them..
i can just sit down and listen to the conversation.
i can just sit down and think alot and not listening.
i can just sit down and daydreaming.
i can just sit down and stone.im tired to be alone. everytime i recall, tears rolled down immediately.i know i shouldnt be thinking that much. im not petty. im just sad.im not those i can interact with. im scared the words come out from my mouth will hurt you.i really want to treasure the relationship. can you tell me how? :(how i wish i can just run off. but i know i can run off forever.